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<p><a href="../backplaces">project website</a><br /> <p><a href="../backplaces">project website</a><br />
</p> </p>
<p>Hi.<br /> <p>Hi.<br/>
I made this play for you. It is a question, for us to hold together.</p> I made this play for you; its a question to keep us alive together. Is all intimacy about bodies? What happens when our bodies distance intimacy from us?
<p>Is all intimacy about bodies? What is it about our bodies that makes Backplaces is a web-based play. A short anthology of poems and stories about vulnerability, intimacy, and the internet. It explores the internet as a place for holding big feelings and intimacy when it is unbearable. As an homage to those who have been vulnerable with me I created "backplaces". They are tender online spaces for relief and acknowledgement of societal pain.
intimacy? What happens when our bodies distance intimacy from us? This Some of these stories may evoke memories of pain. As you sit in the audience, know I am with you. If it feels overwhelming, you can step out, take a break, or leave. This isn't choreographed, and I care for you.
small anthology of poems and short stories lives with these I hope you see what I saw in these stories. Sweet dreams now, and I'll talk to you soon.
questions—about having a body without intimacy and intimacy without a <br> <br>
body. This project is also a homage to everyone who has come before and love, Ada
alongside me, sharing their vulnerability and emotions on the Internet.
I called the places where these things happen backplaces. They are
small, tender online rooms where people experiencing societally
uncomfortable pain can find relief, ease, and transcendence.<br />
</p>
<p>I made three backplaces for you to see, click, and feel: Solar
Sibling, Hermit Fantasy, and Cake Intimacies. Each of these is the
result of its own unique performance or project. Some of the stories I
will share carry memories of pain—both physical and emotional. As you
sit in the audience, know I am with you, holding your hand through each
scene. If the performance feels overwhelming at any point, you have my
full permission to step out, take a break, or leave. This is not
choreographed, and I care deeply for you.<br />
</p> </p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="index.png" <img src="index.png"
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<figcaption aria-hidden="true">This is the Index, the stage of my play. <figcaption aria-hidden="true">This is the Index, the stage of my play.
Each felted item is an act.</figcaption> Each felted item is an act.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<p>Solar Sibling is an online performance of shared loss about leaving <p> This is the first act of this play, Solar Sibling. It reimagines user comments from TikTok videos about sibling relationships. To do this, I have taken the feelings behind the comments, found where they met my own, and used our shared words to write poems. Solar Sibling celebrates the vulnerabilities nurtured in online communities and invites you to share anonymously on the complexities of sibling relationships. Once you have whispered your sibling feelings to me, they will stay with me and I will never use nor share them. <br/>
and siblings. This project used comments people left on TikTok poetry. I
extracted the emotions from these comments, mixed them with my own, and
crafted them into poems. It is an ongoing performance, ending only when
your feelings are secretly whispered to me. When you do, by typing into
the comment box, your feelings are sent to me and the first act closes
as the sun rises.<br />
</p> </p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="solar-1.png" <img src="solar1.png"
alt="The initial comment shaped poems and their sun count." /> alt="The initial comment shaped poems and their sun count." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The initial comment shaped poems and <figcaption aria-hidden="true">The initial comment shaped poems and
their sun count.</figcaption> their sun count.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="solar-2.png" <img src="solar2.png"
alt="The fillable comment where you can whisper your feelings to me." /> alt="The fillable comment where you can whisper your feelings to me." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The fillable comment where you can <figcaption aria-hidden="true">The fillable comment where you can
whisper your feelings to me.</figcaption> whisper your feelings to me.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<p>Hermit Fantasy is a short story about a bot who wants to be a hermit. <p>Hermit Fantasy is a short story about a bot and a hermit. It started when I conducted a survey about receiving emotional support on the internet. This is an imagined response to an email I received. The story explores the loneliness of both being online and offline. As an act, it's a series of letters, click by click.
Inspired by an email response from a survey I conducted about receiving <br/>
emotional support on the Internet, this story explores the contradiction
of being online while wanting to disconnect. As an act its a series of
letters, click by click.<br />
</p> </p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="one.png" alt="The first letter." /> <img src="hermit1.png" alt="The first letter." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The first letter.</figcaption> <figcaption aria-hidden="true">The first letter.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="two.png" alt="The second letter." /> <img src="hermit2.png" alt="The last letter." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The second letter.</figcaption> <figcaption aria-hidden="true">The last letter.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<p>Cake Intimacies is a performance that took a year to bring together. <p>Cake Intimacies is a performance that took a year to bring together. It is a small selection of stories people told me that I held to memory and rewrote here. The stories come from two performances I hosted.
It is a small selection of stories people told me and I held to memory <br>
and rewrote here. The stories come from two performances I hosted. In the first, I asked participants to eat cake, sitting facing or away from each other, and share stories about cake and the internet. I hosted the second performance at the Art Meets Radical Openness Festival. There I predicted participants' future internet lives using felted archetypes. In return I received stories about feeling strong emotions on the internet.<br />
First, I asked participants to eat cake, sitting facing or away from
each other and sharing their stories about cake and the Internet. The
second performance was hosted at the Art Meets Radical Openness
Festival, as part of the Turning of the Internet workshop. For this
performance, I predicted participants future lives on the Internet
using felted archetypes and received stories from their Internet past in
return. Now the stories are here, each of them a cake with a filling
that tells a story, merging the bodily with the digital and making a
mess of it all.<br />
</p> </p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="pie.png" <img src="cake1.png"
alt="The first two stories and their memory illustrations." /> alt="The first story and its memory illustrations." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The first two stories and their memory <figcaption aria-hidden="true">The first two stories and their memory
illustrations.</figcaption> illustrations.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="phone-pie.png" <img src="cake2.png"
alt="The second stories in the way they were meant to be experienced." /> alt="Another story on a phone." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The second stories in the way they were <figcaption aria-hidden="true">The second stories in the way they were
meant to be experienced.</figcaption> meant to be experienced.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
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<figure> <figure>
<img src="biscuit.png" <img src="biscuit.png"
alt="Accept My Cookies, biscuits for the performance." /> alt="Accept My Cookies, biscuits for the performance." />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">Accept My Cookies, biscuits and bows for <figcaption aria-hidden="true">An early prototype of Accept My Cookies, biscuits for
the performance.</figcaption> the performance.</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
</div> </div>
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<img src="/img/yellow.png" alt="yellow" class="img"> <img src="/img/yellow.png" alt="yellow" class="img">
<a href="/irmak/index.html" class=" content">Wink</a> <a href="/irmak/index.html" class=" content">Wink</a>
<img src="/img/yellow.png" alt="yellow" class="img"> <img src="/img/yellow.png" alt="yellow" class="img">
<a href="/irmak/" class=" content">Fair Leads</a> <a href="/irmak/thesis.html" class=" content">Fair Leads</a>
<img src="/img/red.png" alt="red" class="img"> <img src="/img/red.png" alt="red" class="img">
<a href="/stephen/index.html" class=" content">What do graphic designers do all day, and why do they do it, and what does “graphic design” even mean?</a> <a href="/stephen/index.html" class=" content">What do graphic designers do all day, and why do they do it, and what does “graphic design” even mean?</a>
<img src="/img/red.png" alt="red" class="img"> <img src="/img/red.png" alt="red" class="img">

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<h3 id="a-prototype-for-interactive-childrens-literature">A Prototype <h3 id="a-prototype-for-interactive-childrens-literature">A Prototype
for Interactive Childrens Literature</h3> for Interactive Childrens Literature</h3>
<p>Wink is a prototype for an interactive picture book platform. This <p>Wink is a prototype for an interactive picture book platform. This
platform aims to make reading into a mindfull and thought provoking platform aims to make reading into a mindful and thought-provoking
process by using interactive and playful elements, multiple stories process by using interactive and playful elements, multiple stories
within one narrative and sound elements. Especially today where within one narrative and sound elements. Especially today when
consumerism and low attention span is a rising issue especially amongst consumerism and low attention span are rising issues, especially amongst
young readers, this was an important task to tackle. The thought of Wink young readers, this was an important task to tackle. The thought of Wink
emerged to find a more sustainable and creative way of reading for emerged to find a more sustainable and creative way of reading for
elementary school children.</p> elementary school children.</p>
@ -63,15 +63,10 @@ alt="“From the event at Leeszaal West. Some of the results of knotting text”
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">“From the event at Leeszaal West. Some of <figcaption aria-hidden="true">“From the event at Leeszaal West. Some of
the results of knotting text”</figcaption> the results of knotting text”</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<p>Working as a childrens literature editor for years, I came to a <p>Working as a childrens literature editor for years, I came to a realisation that picture books were turning into another object that kids read and consume on a daily basis. At least this is what I observed in Turkey. Teachers and parents were finding it difficult to find new books constantly or were tired of rereading the same book. As a young person in the publishing sector, I believe there should be as many options
realisation that picture books were turning into another object that for children as there are for adults; such as ebooks, audiobooks etc. But
kids read and consume on daily basis. At least this is what I observed moreover, a “book” that can be redefined, reread or interacted with.
in Turkey. Teachers and parents were finding it difficult to find new So I revisited an old story I wrote, translated it to English and named it
books constantly or were tired of rereading the same book. As a young
person in the publishing sector, I believe there should be more options
for children as there is for adults; such as ebooks, audiobooks etc. But
moreover a “book” that can be redefined, reread or be interacted with.
So I revisited an old story I wrote, translated to English and named it,
“Bee Within”.</p> “Bee Within”.</p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="../irmak/print3.jpg" <img src="../irmak/print3.jpg"
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interactivity options and workshops with children and adults, around interactivity options and workshops with children and adults, around
reading and doing various exercises on Bee Within, I improved the story reading and doing various exercises on Bee Within, I improved the story
to be a more playful and interactive one which can be re-read, re-played to be a more playful and interactive one which can be re-read, re-played
and eventually re-formed non digitally to be reachable for all and eventually re-formed non digitally to be reachable to all
children.</p> children.</p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="../irmak/twine.png" <img src="../irmak/twine.png"
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<figcaption aria-hidden="true">“Click game story of the Queen Bee that <figcaption aria-hidden="true">“Click game story of the Queen Bee that
is reachable within Mayas main storyline.”</figcaption> is reachable within Mayas main storyline.”</figcaption>
</figure> </figure>
<p>Here is some more documentation from the beggining of this journey <p>Here is some documentation from the beginning of this journey
towards making accesible interactive narratives…</p> towards making accessible interactive narratives…</p>
<figure> <figure>
<img src="../irmak/animationseq.png" <img src="../irmak/animationseq.png"
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