welcome back , I think you already met the oracle. The oracle you are dealing with is an omniscient narrator, someone who very much likes to scrutinize the characters of their stories. As part of their role, the oracle usually shows to have more knowledge about the characters than they have about themselves. For this time, they are willing to show you what it learned about your journey here. We are going to do this step by step.
This might be a bit of a shock for you () but it seems that, while looking for your friend Amanda () you got caught up in the situation. I was observing you from behind () and I managed to collect some things that you might have forgotten along the track. I understand that the journey can be really insidious () and so I won't judge you: I will only try to show you what happened along the way.
You would be lying to yourself if you told me that you already knew what was going to happen, where you wanted to go, or what you were looking for when you started this journey (). The fact is that sometimes all these questions can temporarily take a back seat. On certain days, a path that you didn't explore yet can appear in front of you. You just need to carry on walking ().
“A hero ventures forth from the world of common day into a region of supernatural wonder:[...]"
-- J.Campbell, The Hero with a Thousand Faces
As you probably noticed, at this point of the journey you seemed to have taken a new turn: confident or not of your findings, you felt like continuing the investigation. This is the moment where you entered a new dimension, unraveling another descending road: the place where the true conflict exists and manifests itself.
"[...] fabulous forces are there encountered and a decisive victory is won:[...]"
-- J.Campbell, The Hero with a Thousand Faces
Maybe, despite everything that you had been through, you realised that you had to enter in a phase of a different kind. You made a step for yourself but what about the others? What can you do with your achievements if they cannot be translated for the outer world? To survive the impact with it is not an easy task but you decided to come back home and share your journey.
"The hero comes back from this mysterious adventure with the power to bestow boons on his fellow man.”
-- J.Campbell, The Hero with a Thousand Faces
“... we read novels because they give us the comfortable sensation of living in worlds where the notion of truth is indisputable, while the actual world seems to be a more treacherous place.”
― U. Eco, Six Walks in the Fictional Woods
After you met Amanda, you probably found yourself a bit unsettled. Was everything a lie? Why was (whistleblower) hiding the truth from you? How could you make such an error of judgment? I can't really say, I suppose you only took this turn for the sake of it. It really didn't matter why, and most importantly, you really didn't care if the signals you were grasping were real or illusionary, if the people you met along the way were lying to you or not. I am also suggesting is that what happened can be considered unimportant: it only served the purpose of distracting yourself and giving you with temporary glimpses of possible adventures. If I were you, I want bother too much to understand what these symbols (pills, weapons, whatever) and characters (pat, saurians, ecc) meant. As far as I am concerned, as right or wrong they can be, hidden in this corner, they are not hurting anyone.