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<section class="section"><p>The history of Tarot Cards According to History</p>
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<section class="section"><p>Some Gossip on gossip</p>
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<section class="section"><h1
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id="superdeconstruction-a-text-adventure-game">Super(de)construction, a
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text-adventure game</h1>
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<p>My text-adventure game was (first and foremost a struggle and) an
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attempt to dive a little bit into the world of python and deal
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peacefully with the potential trauma of coding. The first unsuccessful
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try started by making a map on paper with all the possible rooms,
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corridors, spaces and the potential inputs of the player. It was proved
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to be a too ambitious plan though. So this was the time when the
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super(de)construction game was born! My intention was to make a fan
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fiction text adventure game(!) of the marxist superstructure theory.
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There are three basic rooms where the player can navigate : the
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Base-ment, the Apparatus and the Megaroom. People can grab specific
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“objects” from each room and check their inventory (for example you can
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have unpaidlabour, church, mostlywhitemen from base-ment, apparatus and
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megaroom respectively in the same bag!). The aim of the game is to
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accumulate enough points in order to bring eventually the revolution and
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win. The fermentation and the radicalization happen only in the
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base-ment. Will you be part of the revolutionary class?</p>
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<section class="section"><p>rituals_archive will go here</p>
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<section class="section"><p><em>He who dreams of drinking wine may weep when morning comes; he
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who dreams of weeping may in the morning go off to hunt. While he is
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dreaming he does not know it is a dream, and in his dream he may even
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try to interpret a dream. Only after he wakes does he know it was a
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dream. And someday there will be a great awakening when we know that
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this is all a great dream.</em></p>
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<p><em>And when I say you are dreaming, I am dreaming, too.</em></p>
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<p><strong>Zhuàngzi</strong></p>
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<h3 id="preface">✧ Preface</h3>
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<p>Have you ever woken up feeling like there is a word, at the tip of
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your tongue, in a language you don’t quite understand?</p>
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<p>It’s the same feeling you may have felt when a dream has left too
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quickly once you woke up, like a regretful lover. You grasped and
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reached but it was gone and you have forgotten something so
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fundamentally important that your stomach has caved into itself.</p>
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<p>This deck of oracle cards invites you to go back into that cave, that
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pit, to the start of that word. Tarot and oracle cards are always tools
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for self-exploration, but the Oracolotto will guide you to explore
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deeper, into the subconscious realm of your dreams.</p>
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<p>Oracolotto includes twenty-one cards and one guidebook. The cards
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follow the paved journey of Tarot’s major arcana, but do not be fooled
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by the numbers, as they will not give you insight into the path. You do
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not need any previous knowledge to use these cards, only the ability to
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dream and a soul, yours or other.</p>
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<p>The Oracolotto cards present illustrations of collective dream
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archetypes, as delineated by Neapolitan tradition. While the cards
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symbolically follow the traditional Tarot journey from the fool to the
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world(minus the Emperor), they are based on the Neapolitan art form of
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the Smorfia, intended not as the grimace but the dream interpretation
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method.</p>
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<p>The Smorfia is an ancient art form in which symbols and archetypes
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from a person’s dreams are analysed and converted into numbers. To use
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the Smorfia, one would thus recall every event, person and object that
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appeared in their dream, and then use the extensive list of dream
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archetypes to find the associated numbers. This may be used to find out
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the meaning of your dreams or, most commonly, to find numbers to play
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the lottery (Ricciardone, 1987; Zezza, 1835).</p>
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<p>In this case however, the archetypes were used as a story telling
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device, an exploration tool for imagination and self-discovery. You may
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chose to use these cards in the two ways I have imagined, or create your
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own.</p>
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<ol type="1">
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<li>The first, and the one I recommend, asks your soul to sit with the
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cards, ask them a question, read the answer in the following pages and
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find a language for new or old feelings.</li>
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<li>The other way I have imagined requires you to keep the deck next to
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your bed, or wherever you sleep. Once you wake up, while the dream is
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still supple and alive, reach for the Oracolotto and try and find the
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cards that resemble the dream most closely. This way you may give a
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language to the unformed and find on the cards apparent truths.</li>
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</ol>
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<p>There is a possibility, that you have read thus far because you wish
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to remember your dreams and connect to your subconscious, but feel like
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you cannot. You may almost never recall your dreams or think that they
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are random. If this is your case, I recommend that you use the
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Oracolotto in the first way I have described, as the subconscious seeps
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into our daily thoughts and feelings anyways. The deck may help you find
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these patterns.</p>
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<p>You may also choose your own path, disregard what I said and make
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your own game, read old or future dreams or even play the lottery. The
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tools are now in your hands.</p>
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<h3 id="how-to-care-for-the-oracolotto">✧ How to care for the
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Oracolotto</h3>
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<p>You may have been told that objects do not have spirit and have
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believed it. If you have, I suggest you tuck the inner skeptic into bed
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and let the curious child out to play for the following sections. You
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see, the Oracolotto, like any Tarot or Oracle, does not believe itself
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to be an objects. In fact, it thinks that no object is just a thing, but
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most exist in the spiritual plane as well. As such, all objects have a
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soul, a spirit that connects to yours.</p>
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<p>This particular one, the Oracolotto, has a playful and deep soul. It
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asks to be cared for as if it was a living thing, more a plant than a
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pet. It asks to be touched, used, cried on, laughed with. Most
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importantly, it asks for a place to rest every night. I would also
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recommend, at your discretion, to free negative intention from the cards
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if you stumble upon it. This may happen if you do a reading for someone
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who turns out to have bad intention, or just a very heavy painful load.
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It may also happen if you use them alone in a moment of intense sadness
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or anger. In these cases, I recommend finding a way to release these
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feelings from the cards, by leaving them out to breath, or holding them
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in your hands while thinking positive thoughts.</p>
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<h3 id="how-to-do-a-reading">✧ How to Do a Reading</h3>
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<p>Set an intention to begin. You or the person you are reading for will
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ask a question, out loud or in your mind as you shuffle the cards. You
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then have two options: either spread them out or fan them, and choose
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one card at a time with your dominant hand; or place the whole deck on a
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surface and run your fingers alongside it until you feel like splitting
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the deck and picking a card. Do it however you wish, the important thing
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is that you let your intuition guide you to a card.</p>
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<p>Lay it in front of you ( the “How to Lay Out the Cards” section
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follows). Turn the card over and feel, hear, see, and intuit its meaning
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in relation to your question. Refer to this guidebook for
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interpretations. If you give readings to others, it is always a good
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idea to keep a record of your own readings, as messages for others do
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usually weave together with those for you. Sometimes cards will”jump”
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out of the deck while you’re shuffling. These cards are trying to get
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your attention. They’re part of your reading, or perhaps the entire
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reading. In any case, know that they’re important messages to be
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heeded.</p>
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<p>Alternatively and if applicable, you may choose one card and place it
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on your altar or under your pillow at night to bring in deeper
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understanding.</p>
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<h3 id="how-to-lay-out-the-cards">✧ How to Lay Out the Cards</h3>
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<p>.One Card Spread</p>
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<p>A single card can be used for several purposes:</p>
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<li>Draw a card in the morning for guidance about what you need to know
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that day.</li>
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<li>Draw a card after you ask a question. The one you pick is your
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answer.</li>
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<li>Draw a card to help further explain your dream.</li>
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</ul>
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<p>.Three-Card Spread</p>
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<p>A three-card spread can also be used in a couple of different
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ways:</p>
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<ul>
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<li>Draw three cards representing what you need to know in general
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terms.</li>
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<li>They may represent the past, present or future.</li>
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<li>Or answer questions about three issues, such as career, love and
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friendship.</li>
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</ul>
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<p>If you wish to find a more fleshed out narrative, you may choose to
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do bigger spread. Information about those can be found in any book about
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tarot or online.</p>
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<h4 id="dream-well">✧ <strong>Dream well!</strong></h4>
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<h2 id="the-coffee"><strong>✳ 42. the coffee</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: beginnings, unformed potential, taking a risk, answering a
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‘call’, trusting in the universe, overcoming self-doubt, embracing
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uncertainty.</p>
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<p>Coffee is brewing, yet to be poured on the empty cup on the counter.
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A spiritual guide sits patiently, urging you to begin, while the sun
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shines outside a closed window. On the side, enormous snowdrops have
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blossomed, indicating the first tentative steps of spring.</p>
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<p>While the Coffe is number 42, this card comes before the others. Like
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an unhatched egg it contains all the potential for the journey. The cup
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is empty, but you are urged to pour it, to drink it and to being the
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journey. A spiritual guide urges you forward. Like the prophet Muhammad
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who was given coffee(قهوة) by the Archangel Jibreel, you are also urged
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to begin.</p>
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<p>The Coffee upright in a reading tells you it is now the time to be
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naive and courageous. Set on a new adventure and do not worry about the
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consequences. It is time, the coffee is ready.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>If the Coffee appears reversed, it is a warning. The coffee will
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spill and it may burn your or others. Be cautious about disregarding the
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consequences of your actions. Your eagerness for freedom and new
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beginnings may have harmed others of yourself. Now, you are being asked
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for consistency and patience. There is a time to be brave and to set off
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on new paths, and a time to be reliable and patient-wisdom lays in
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knowing the difference.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 0. the fool.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: all signs, the
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universe.</p>
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<h2 id="the-two-spinsters"><strong>✳ 66. the two spinsters</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: magic, manifestation, setting intentions, directing energy
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consciously, willpower, concentration, having all the resources you
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need.</p>
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<p>Two old women stand before a table, one pointing to above and one
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below. Their eyes glow with mystic powers and if they have appeared in
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your dreams you may feel their power radiating. This is particularly
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powerful card. While looking at it, reject what you have been told about
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the emotional loneliness of spinsters and focus on their ability to spin
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a magical web. These women are appearing to you at an important time, at
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the moment when you may choose your own path. You are now fully able to
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manifest your desires. The Spinsters are showing you the power you hold
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and asking you for intense concentration. There is power in your focus
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and dedication, now is the time to channel all your resources to
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achieving what you wish.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>If the Spinsters have appeared reversed, is is a sign that you are
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ignoring your own powers. You no longer see two crone magicians who have
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chosen the path of spiritual power but instead two unmarried older
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women. Do not be fooled. The power is in your hands, your potential lays
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dormant underneath your doubts and lack of self esteem. Trust in your
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ability, trust the Spinsters to weave you back to an active role within
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your own life.<br />
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 1. the magician.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: gemini & virgo.</p>
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<h2 id="the-bride"><strong>✳ 63. the bride</strong></h2>
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<p>. keywords: intuition, subconscious, higher wisdom, knowing something
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you can’t explain, stillness, meditation, spell-work and ritual.</p>
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<p>The Bride sits in silence in an underground cistern, two eyes closed
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and a third one opened. Upon her head two crescent moons hold the globe.
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She is alone, but does not appear to be waiting. The Bride is a figure
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of divine wisdom, feminine mystery and intuitive knowledge. She is the
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guardian of the unconscious and she is meeting you. By receiving this
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card you are being gently led deeper, or asked to go deeper. To artists,
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she is the representation of creative potential. The bride has little
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care for the material as her powers lay in the true nature of emotion.
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Let your intuition lead the way, quiet the chatter of the rational and
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logical.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>If you are facing a reversed Bride, is is an indication to examine
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where you are ignoring your gut. Perhaps you have let your thinking mind
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run loose or have not been listening to your gut. You have even be
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overvaluing other’s opinions or acting too hastily. Whichever is it, it
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may be time to be still, reflect and meditate on your intuition.<br />
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 2. the high priestess.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: cancer & pisces.</p>
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<h2 id="the-mother"><strong>✳ 52. the mother</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: maternal figure, familiar love, abundance, life force,
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strong protection, dignity.</p>
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<p>The Mother sits on a throne in the middle of the river of life force,
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a crown upon her head a sword in her hand. In this iconography she is
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Juno, Roman goddess of marriage and family. As such, she sits near a
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pregnant cow and a peacock eating a pomegranate. Around her nature
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thrives. She is the embodiment of femininity and the bringer or life and
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growth. Her energy is both nurturing and fiercely protective. She is
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appearing to indicate that she is looking after you and your growth. She
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is abundant and as such so will your expression be, both creative and
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sensual. Deep fulfilment awaits.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Mother has appeared reversed. Juno’s warlike nature is more
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active than her nurturing side. Your seeking of protection is keeping
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your from true love and joy. You were guarding yourself, and while you
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were in the right to do so, it is now time to let your shield down. Your
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emotional crops are thriving, you have put in the work. Let go of your
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war, lean into joy and love.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 3. the empress. </p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: libra.</p>
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<h2 id="the-church"><strong>✳ 84. the church</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: belief systems, ancestry, study, tradition, conformity,
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learning about the past.</p>
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<p>A priest stands in front of you, one hand to invite you and one
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towards the divine. On his shoulders sits a church, the door slightly
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ajar. On the bottom, you may see keys. The Church cards beckons you
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inside a mysteries sacred place. In Christian belief, a church is not
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only where religious community meets but seat of Divinity itself. I
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invite you to the Church card as such, and disconnect it from its
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Christian imagery. It stands in the place of any established social
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structure, spiritual tradition or source of ancestral knowledge. It is a
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teacher, a leader, a guru of past memory. If the Church has come up in
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your reading, its indicating a need for deeper meaning or knowledge.
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Will you use your key to follow the paved road and find out who paved it
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and who walked it before you?</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Church is upside down. Its integrity is questioned, the status
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quo stumbles. The pressure of conformity weighs heavy, others’ belief
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systems hang above your head. This card is now urging you to move.
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Tradition can be a teacher or a jailer and in this case, it is trapping
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you. It may be time to shake your ancestors wishes away and start anew,
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upon a path you paved yourself.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 4. the hierophant.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: taurus, libra &
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capricorn.</p>
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<h2 id="the-upside-down"><strong>✳ 69. the upside down</strong></h2>
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<li>.keywords: love (of all kinds), making heart-centred choices,
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compassion, partnerships and relationships, equilibrium, harmony.</li>
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</ul>
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<p>Two hands reach for each other, the space between them filled with
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light and eyes. Around their wrists roses are growing. There is an
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obvious story being told, of two souls meeting in companionship.
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However, this is a card about balance and choices too. The Upside Down
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is a reference to love and the two sides of a coin. When this card
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appears it speaks of love and strong bonds. It is asking you to choose
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love, to make heartfelt, loving, compassionate choices. The Upside Down
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is a simple card, asking you to choose. Listen to your heart and follow
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it.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>Due to the nature of this card, up is down and down is up. However
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you pull this card, it is showing you both the Yin and the Yang. In this
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case, however, a sourness is prevalent. The eyes look away, giving you
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space to work out and identify within yourself why a committment has
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turned sour. Your inner voice is unbalanced. Use your heart for your
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choices and seek out harmony.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 5. the lovers.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: gemini.</p>
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<h2 id="the-bird"><strong>✳ 35. the bird</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: focused <em>action, s</em>elf-belief and confidence,
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commitment, drive and determination, hard, passionate work,
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assertion.</p>
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<p>A chariot flies across a starry sky with two half moons. Inside it, a
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man dressed in Roman armour with the head of turtle dove looks straight
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at you, welcoming you with one hand. This is the card of control and
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victory. The Bird has control of his own fate but it will help you with
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it too. It directs you to assert your will with mastery, careful
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practice and self-discipline. It reminds you of your own courage and
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your strength, an encourages you to direct your energies towards the
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stars.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>When reversed, the Bird is spinning further and further out of
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control. It may be due to an attempt to control too much, or an
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underdeveloped assertiveness. Loosen the reins, redirect your chariot.
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Some things are beyond your power to change and some others are just
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waiting for your confidence and hard work. Assess which is which and
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begin riding.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 6. the chariot.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: cancer.</p>
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<h2 id="the-breasts"><strong>✳ 28. the breasts</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: inner strength and courage, dignified resistance,
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emotional labour, heart.</p>
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<p>A naked woman covered in flowers looks to the side, casually taming
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the lion in front of her. Behind her, a natural landscape opens up. Do
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not be fooled by her gentle appearance, for she is not effortless. Her
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strength lies in her heart as this is the card for Breasts. Emotional
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weakness is discarded as patriarchal concept, as the Breasts are showing
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you a dignified taming of the wild through your heart. Emotion can
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steady your demeanour and your inner strength powers you. This indicates
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positive emotional labour of your own ferocity and expression of pure
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emotional strength. Go to towards your own chest, to the place of pain,
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anger, greed, and fear in your life. Acknowledge where these things live
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within you and own them, pour love all over them.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The lion is now overpowering as the Breasts appear upside down. This
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is an indication of weakness, your strength feeble as your
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self-confidence lessens. Your emotions are no longer a power but an
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overwhelming force that you cannot control. Do not let anger or pain
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dictate your choice, find your strength once again.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 7. strength.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: leo.</p>
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<h2 id="the-crying"><strong>✳ 65. the crying</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: introspection, solitude, retreat, working things through
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on your own, claiming space and time for you, self-guided or guided
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study.</p>
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<p>A figure cries in a cocoon underwater, wrapped in a cape of their
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hair and algae. They are holding themselves, as their tears make their
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way up. A light shines from their hands. This figure is in deep
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introspection. The Crying card is not a negative card, regardless of
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your own view of tears. It indicates a need for comfort and solitude. It
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is asking for a moment of introspection, the only thing that may lead
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you to true self discovery. Once you have expressed your pain and truly
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felt it, you will gain better understanding.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The tears fall upon you as the Crying card is reversed. You have
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relied on yourself too much and over-isolated. The cocoon has served its
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purpose, now the time for solitude is over. You may let others in or
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leave your safe space altogether for the time for crying is over.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 8. the hermit.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: virgo.</p>
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<h2 id="the-set-table"><strong>✳ 82. the set table</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: positive luck, change, predictions and prophesies, feeling
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like something is ‘destined’ to happen, an interconnected bigger
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picture.</p>
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<p>A table is set with plates spelling out the ancient names for tarot
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and wheel. In the center of the table you can see water, soil, air and
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fire. Around the table sit the four fixed signs, Taurus, Leo, Scorpio
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and Aquarius. Three eyes, symbolising the three Fates oversee the table.
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This is an incredibly auspicious card to pick. Like the table, your
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destiny has been set, the tempo will crank up as your personal vision
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develops into reality. This card is asking you to accept your fate, but
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also take responsibility for it. The table is set but it is up to you to
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serve.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Set Table has been turned the wrong way. This indicated elements
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outside your control that are spinning your fate. Luck has not been on
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your side and you may have found yourself unhappy with your
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circumstances. Take a moment to analyse what could have happened, are
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these elements toying with your luck internal or external? Is there
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someone to blame, if yes, who is it? Whatever you find, trust that the
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Table will be set again, and out of darkness a new light will be born,
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informed by your discoveries.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 9. the wheel of fortune.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: aquarius, leo, taurus &
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scorpio</p>
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<h2 id="the-lament"><strong>✳ 60. the lament</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: truth, logical thought, objectivity, binary thinking,
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justice, fairness, balance, accountability, social justice principles,
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intersectionality.</p>
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<p>A woman, justice, walks the steps out of darkness, a lament
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distorting her face. In the Lament, you can see justice wearing white,
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carrying a sword on her waist and holding scales, with a heart on one
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end and a brain on the other. Her blindfold stays on as her piercing
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eyes penetrate through the truth. It is her cry for truth, her lament,
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that propels her forward. This card calls out to you. Every action has
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an equal reaction but it is often expression of injustice that brings
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justice forward. It is the Lament that leads to balance, believe that
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your expression of injustice is worth sharing.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>When the Lament appears reversed it indicates a flawed system, an
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hidden truth or bias. This injustice may have been committed against you
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or by you, but however it happened the scale are not balances and soon
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they will be as someone faces consequences. It also begs for a
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re-establishing of a balancing perspective on your side. Look at the
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issue from both sides, hear the Lament.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 11. justice.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: libra.</p>
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<h2 id="purgatorys-souls"><strong>✳ 85. purgatory’s souls</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: passivity, cost, holding back, patience, allowing events
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to unfold, meditation and mindful practice, inner peace,
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self-acceptance, overcoming ego</p>
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<p>A man dangles, his foot loosely tied with rope, his wings closed by
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his sides, his braid falling beyond sight. Next to him other people
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hang, in the same situation. What we see are Purgatory’s Souls, intended
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as the souls of people who are in a state of temporary punishment and
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purification as they have died in a state of grace but are not yet ready
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for heaven. Let the souls be of inspiration to you, in their state of
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acceptance, as it is not their work that will send them to heaven. They
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are, just like you, ready for peace and joy. What you must do now is
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fully succumb to your situation, release. You see, if the soul was to
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trust the flow of events and let go, he would realise he had wings all
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along. A brazen metaphor, a simple reminder that it’s not time to
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struggle for control. Trust the universe, trust yourself and let go.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>As Purgatory’s Souls appear reversed, they tell a different story.
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They are not hanging but anchored to the soil. You are pulling yourself
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further down, digging your heels in on a decision that has to be made.
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Your inaction now is pointless, it will just delay the inevitable. The
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souls already can fly, the punishment has been lifted and yet here you
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still are. You must face your inner turmoil to move on.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 11. the hanged man. </p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: pisces.</p>
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<h2 id="the-talking-dead"><strong>✳ 48. the talking dead</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: the ending of a cycle, letting go and saying goodbye,
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ritual to honour change, not resisting, honouring the seasons of
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life.</p>
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<p>A deer’s skeleton lays on a blooming prairie. Close by, another deer
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looks into the sun that is rising above the hills. The Talking Dead card
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is a deeply sensitive one, invites a gentle approach. It does not
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symbolise necessarily literal death but more so a positive harbinger of
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change. The death has already happened, and the deer’s spirit is ready
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to move into the coming day. The Talking Dead tells you it is time to
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let go of old habits, ways of thinking and of the buried. This is the
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only way to allow for more rewarding patterns. Resisting change will not
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bring you joy at this stage, you must embrace transformation. There is
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no other way, a profound experience is awaiting you, let the resting
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lead you.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>If the card is reversed it appears that the Talking Dead is being
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forced still. Changes are frightening you and you may be resisting them.
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Your life is now stagnant, the sunrise is eternal as the sun never
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reaches the sky. Trust that change will lead you wherever you need to
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be. It is not a matter of avoiding what has happened, but rather of
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learning to live with what it brought in the hope that better things lay
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ahead.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 12. death. </p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: scorpio.</p>
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<h2 id="warm-soup"><strong>✳ 48. warm soup</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: balance, harmony, blending of dualities, seeking the
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middle path, not making extreme decisions, taking a non-binary attitude,
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testing the waters, self-care, grace, gentleness.</p>
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<p>A large, winged, genderless dark figure stands in the sea. On their
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forehead shines a triangle enclosed in a square, representing that
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humans are bound by the Earth and natural law. The figure is taking
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|
water from the sea but as they pour it into the bowl, it transforms into
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a bowl of steaming soup. This card gives insight into the nuances of
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balance. Wherever something is taken, something else must be given. The
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figure is taking from the sea to deliver you the Warm Soup. See the
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|
figure as if it was keeping a close eye on how well you handle
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dualities. Keep to the middle path, do not make extreme decisions. You
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may someone who tends to have a peaceful nature or someone who swings
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|
between extremes. Either way, now is the time to test the waters of
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gentleness, give back what you have been given and ask for what was
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taken.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Warm Soup now pours upwards from the ladle. Something has been
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thrown off balance in your life. The coming times require meticulous
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|
|
care of balance. Equilibrium has to be restored once again. The costs
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|
|
may be too high for what you are receiving from the universe. You must
|
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|
reconsider your choices, find the weak point that has thrown off the
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|
balance and adjust it.</p>
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<p>A <strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 13. temperance.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: sagittarius.</p>
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<h2 id="the-devils"><strong>✳ 77. the devils</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: bondage, addiction, materialism, destructive behaviours,
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|
|
harmful cycles, choosing to get free, or choosing not to get free,
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|
|
confronting fear, committing to your own freedom.</p>
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|
<p>Above a reversed pentacle five little devils dance naked, holding a
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chain that leads to a circle of light containing a key. The Devils
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|
symbolise what keeps us bound and trapped. It is a small circle that
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|
contains you, a metaphorical jail to which you do not yet have a key.
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|
This card cautions you against finding blame, and refers instead to that
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|
which is constrained by ourself, our subconscious and direct choices. Do
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not let ideas, people or situations absorb you so intensely that it
|
|
|
causes you to ignore other relationships.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Devils being upside down immediately reveals the bondage, you are
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|
aware of your own chains. The unhealthy and trapping dynamics in your
|
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|
life are finally emerging to the light. Caution, as this does not imply
|
|
|
freedom but may entail further temptation to crawl back into your own
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|
trap. This is a time that needs your complete attention, use your
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|
|
newfound awareness to open the chains, escape your metaphorical
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|
jail. </p>
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|
<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 14. the devil.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: capricorn.</p>
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<h2 id="the-storm"><strong>✳ 83. the storm</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: revolution, disaster, shock, mourning, blowing apart old
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|
|
structures, demolition of the status quo, toppling systems of power,
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|
potential, rebuilding after disaster, a blessing in disguise as a
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|
|
disaster, rehabilitation, regeneration.</p>
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|
<p>An ancient pine tree towers in the night. Above, the all-seeing Storm
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is unleashing lightening, cutting the tree down as birds escape. The
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Storm, as the name suggests, is a complicated card to receive. It
|
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|
indicates a profound disruption, a complete reset of the known. The
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|
|
situation may seem grim at times, but it is fundamental that you
|
|
|
understand that the change that will be brought is undeniably ultimately
|
|
|
positive. You may not believe me at first, as the event that this card
|
|
|
indicates is a demolition and toppling of a structure that can feel
|
|
|
quite devastating. However, new growth will come from this and the old
|
|
|
cannot last forever lest it become decrepit. Remember well that when the
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Storm appears in front of you, you are not the tree but the doves
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|
escaping.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>In this situation the Storm that topples the pine tree is coming from
|
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within. The issue is within your response to the situation, your worries
|
|
|
within your own head. Your perception is bringing you great pain. Take
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|
|
care not to become a vortex of negativity, you must be mindful of your
|
|
|
own feelings and take responsibility of how your responses affect you
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|
and those around you.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 15. the tower. </p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: scorpio & aries.</p>
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<h2 id="christmas"><strong>✳ 25. christmas</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: hope, love and support, coming home to yourself,
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|
|
self-care, healing, being true to yourself, being guided by your
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|
intuition, integrity, honesty,a positive new start or new vision.</p>
|
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|
<p>A Christmas tree sits lit by candles, next to a window. On the
|
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|
windowsill sits a still warm cup of cocoa, framed by the view of an
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|
enormous star illuminates the snowy field. Christmas is a card of hope.
|
|
|
A time of renewal, comfort and homely-ness lays ahead. It is now time to
|
|
|
leave the hard times behind. The star shines alone through the window,
|
|
|
filling the landscape with positivity and opportunity. It is</p>
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|
<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 16. the star.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: aquarius.</p>
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<h2 id="blood"><strong>✳ 48. blood</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: shadow work, getting in touch with your wild nature,
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|
listening deeply to your intuition, secrets, signs and symbols,
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|
non-rational, witchcraft, magic and spell-work, lies and deception,
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|
deceiving yourself, wearing a mask.</p>
|
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|
<p>A wolf drinks from a pond of blood. Close by, a wild dog turns away
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|
from the pond to face the moon that illuminates all around them. A crab
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floats on a leaf, rising from the subconscious. The Blood is telling you
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|
that all is not what it seems. Unsettling as a nightmare can be, this
|
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|
card allows your inner wildness to be seem. The Blood represents
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witchcraft, spell-work and occult arts of any kind. Do not be fooled by
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|
the blood, as nobody in this figure is harmed. The moon shines its
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|
silvery light on the elements within reality that are dishonest and
|
|
|
manipulative. Uncomfortable questions have to be asked and it may by
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|
|
just someone just mad enough to think of them. Things are strange, it is
|
|
|
okay to feel disorientated. It is not time for answers now but for wild
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|
magical practice.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>When reversed, the Blood shows a moon shining in the front. The inner
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|
|
confusion is clearing. However, you may find find yourself deprived of a
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|
mask you are not ready to let go of. Manipulation has been exposed,
|
|
|
wether you were the victim of perpetrator. While things will soon be
|
|
|
lighter, now they will first be heavy. Mental health struggles as the
|
|
|
truth comes forward and you initiate a process of complete honesty with
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|
yourself.</p>
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|
<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 17. the moon.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: pisces.</p>
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<h2 id="laughter"><strong>✳ 19. laughter</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: positivity, saying yes, joy, practicing gratitude,
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|
|
success, things coming together, life’s simple pleasures, allowing
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|
|
yourself to simply be, connecting to a dynamic life force.</p>
|
|
|
<p>Two children laugh in harmony on a horse, holding each other and a
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|
waving flag. The sun shines on them and sunflowers are growing around
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|
them. Laughter is an undoubtledly positive card. It represents
|
|
|
enthusiasm, growth and victory. Your good choices will pay off, you will
|
|
|
laugh again soon as victory is so close you may taste it already. Joy
|
|
|
will fill your heart and life will once again seem light-hearted and
|
|
|
effortless.</p>
|
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|
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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|
|
<p>Laughter is reversed, but do not panic. Victory is just not as close
|
|
|
as you thought it would be. A setback has brought you back into a
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|
|
quieter place. There is a key element missing before you may achieve
|
|
|
that state of perfect joy. The effort will now need to be given to
|
|
|
finding once again things that make your heart swell up with joy, the
|
|
|
things that make you walk so light you feel you may just fly away.
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Follow them and soon Laughter will come back.</p>
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|
<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 18. the sun.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: leo.</p>
|
|
|
<p>keywords: hope, love and support, coming home to yourself, self-care,
|
|
|
healing, being true to yourself, being guided by your intuition,
|
|
|
integrity, honesty, a positive new start or new vision.</p>
|
|
|
<p>A Christmas tree sits lit by candles, next to a window. On the
|
|
|
windowsill sits a still warm cup of cocoa, framed by the view of an
|
|
|
enormous star illuminates the snowy field. Christmas is a card of hope.
|
|
|
A time of renewal, comfort and homely-ness lays ahead. It is now time to
|
|
|
leave the hard times behind. The star shines alone through the window,
|
|
|
filling the landscape with positivity and opportunity. It is</p>
|
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|
<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 16. the star.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: aquarius.</p>
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<h2 id="laughter-1">**✳ 19. laughter*</h2>
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|
|
<p>.keywords: positivity, saying yes, joy, practicing gratitude,
|
|
|
success, things coming together, life’s simple pleasures, allowing
|
|
|
yourself to simply be, connecting to a dynamic life force.</p>
|
|
|
<p>Two children laugh in harmony on a horse, holding each other and a
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|
|
waving flag. The sun shines on them and sunflowers are growing around
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|
|
them. Laughter is an undoubtedly positive card. It represents
|
|
|
enthusiasm, growth and victory. Your good choices will pay off, you will
|
|
|
laugh again soon as victory is so close you may taste it already. Joy
|
|
|
will fill your heart and life will once again seem light-hearted and
|
|
|
effortless.</p>
|
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|
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>Laughter is reversed, but do not panic. Victory is just not as close
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as you thought it would be. A setback has brought you back into a
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quieter place. There is a key element missing before you may achieve
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that state of perfect joy. The effort will now need to be given to
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finding once again things that make your heart swell up with joy, the
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things that make you walk so light you feel you may just fly away.
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Follow them and soon Laughter will come back.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 18. the sun.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: leo.</p>
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<h2 id="the-gossiping-woman"><strong>✳ 18. the gossiping
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woman</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: liberation, freedom, casting off shackles, laying down of
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old baggage, total accountability for self, integrity, honesty,
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forgiveness, allowing yourself to move forwards.</p>
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<p>A woman with rollers in her hair stands on a balcony, looking down,
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where a swarm of butterflies is emerging from the darkness. This is a
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lofty card, as, like Lament and the Set Table, it carries the theme of
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accountability. In this particular case it talks about being honest and
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thorough about yourself. The Gossiping Woman sees all of you and calls
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you to do the same. It is holding a mirror to your entire life,
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successes and failure. You must face the Gossiping Woman to liberate
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yourself and fly towards freedom. To move forward unencumbered it
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requires acknowledgement of the present moment and everything that it
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carries.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Gossiping Woman now may not see you. This is an indication that
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you are refusing to acknowledge the hurt or pain that was caused to you
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and the one that you have caused yourself. However, you must own
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mistakes and let them be just that. When the Gossiping Woman is
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reversed, it is asking you to find forgiveness, for yourself and others.
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It will be hard work and possibly take a great amount of time, but the
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Gossiping Woman watches and is rooting for you to be able to free
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yourself of this burden.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 19. judgement.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: scorpio.</p>
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<h2 id="the-good-wine"><strong>✳ 45. the good wine</strong></h2>
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<p>.keywords: completion, a sense of wholeness, knowing who you are in
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the world, having a sense of place, feeling deeply connected to all
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things, reaching your goal, celebration, jubilation.</p>
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<p>Three friends are celebrating, drinking Good Wine and dancing on the
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world, surrounded by a crown of vines for victory. One holds a flag and
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another a wand, bringing your journey to closure. This is the end of the
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road, the last card in this deck. The spiritual guide that brought you
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Coffee now has brought you here. The completion of the cycle and the
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celebration that comes thereafter. You have changed and grown and now
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the energy of wholeness shines. Soon it will dissipate as life shifts
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into a new beginning but for now, the Good Wine urges you to relish in
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your successes. One day you will surrender again to the flow and
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remember that you are the same person that started this journey, filled
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with infinite possibilities.</p>
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<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
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<p>The Good Wine may not be drunk yet, completion is not within reach
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yet. The end seemed in sight but you tried cutting corners and there is
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still work to be done. The result will only bring fulfilment if the
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effort has been thorough and earnest. Keep dreaming, keep working and
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soon the Good Wine will be yours.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> tarot correspondence: 20. the world.</p>
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<p><strong>✳</strong> zodiac correspondence: all signs.</p>
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<h2 id="bibliography">Bibliography</h2>
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<ul>
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<li>Paola De Sanctis Ricciardone, <em>Il tipografo celeste. Il gioco del
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lotto tra letteratura e demologia nell’Italia dell’Ottocento e
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oltre</em>, Bari, Dedalo, 1987. ISBN 88-220-6066-0</li>
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<li>Michele Zezza, <em>La smorfia ossia Il nuovo metodo per perdere
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denaro, e cervello con maggior sicurezza al gioco del lotto</em>,
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Napoli, Torchi della Società filomatica, 1835.</li>
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<li>莊子<em>,</em> 齊物論<em>, 12. Zhuàngzi, “Discussion on making all
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things equal,” 12. from Zhuàngzi, Burton Watson trans., Chuang Tzu (New
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York: Columbia University Press, 1996), 43. ISBN 978-0-231-10595-8
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[1]</em></li>
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</ul>
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</section>
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<section class="section"><p>i deleted it woops. i want to write a paragraph about my mindfulness
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game here.</p>
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</section>
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<section class="section"><div id="papa-louie" class="has-images">
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<h1 id="papa-louies-ghosteria">Papa Louie’s Ghosteria</h1>
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<h2
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id="papa-louies-ghosteria-is-a-comic-like-fan-fiction-written-by-ada-irmak-and-boyana.">Papa
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Louie’s Ghosteria is a comic-like fan fiction written by Ada, Irmak and
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Boyana.</h2>
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<p>Following the discussions we had about the texts ‘Notes on
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Deconstructing The Popular’ by Stuart Hall and ‘Game Modding: Cross-Over
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Mutation and Unwelcome Gifts’ from The Player’s Power to Change the Game
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by Anne-Marie Schleiner, we split into groups and started dissecting the
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ideology behind games some of us have played as children. To do that, we
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utilised several prompts to help us examine the ideology that two
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popular video games enforce through their narrative and gameplay. The
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list of questions we needed to answer while playing the game includes:
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What are the win conditions? If the game is quest based, what types of
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quests are you asked to complete? What is the gameplay? What is the
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narrative? How much space is there for alternative ways of playing this
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game? What is missing? What type of relationships are you allowed to
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form? What is the role of non-player characters? What are the
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requirements for surviving the game? Which behaviours are rewarded? What
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real-world values are reproduced in the game you are playing? How are
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you situated in the hierarchy of the game? What change in status is
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promised? What are you being trained for? What fantasies are lived out
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or explored?</p>
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<p>Our team, Irmak, Ada and Boyana, worked on the famous Papa Louie:
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When Pizzas Attack. Soon after we started investigating the game, its
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elements and modifications, we discovered that other people already have
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done numerous fan fiction about it. We were bewitched by this the
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multitude of stories fans have written and the really good memes they
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have created about Papa and his businesses. Yes, plural. Freezeria.
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Sushiria. Donuteria. Burgeria. PanCakeria. CupCakeria. Taco Mia. You
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name it.</p>
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<p>After spending some time analysing the ideology behind the game, we
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discovered a few elements that reinforce the capitalist narrative, such
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as the need to fight to survive and collect coins to purchase weapons.
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In response, we decided to create a new version of the game with a
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storyline that focuses on healing and coping with grief and loss, rather
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than violence. Also, to link the new storyline to SI20’s topic we felt
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like adding somehow ritualistic elements as actions during the
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gameplay.</p>
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<p>What we decided to change was the topic, purpose and outcome of the
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game. Papa no longer fights to save his customers, but he deals with his
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own loss and grief over what happened. Our version is promoting rest and
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rituals for healing instead of revenge-seeking, violence and toxic
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pizzeria culture.</p>
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<p>We started by putting some keywords and suggestions on a blackboard
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about “How To Cope With Grief” and “How to Use Rituals and Ceremonies to
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Overcome Grief” to define what Papa Louie lost and what rituals could
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help him heal.</p>
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<p>We also liked the idea of making a comic-like storyboard that
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visualises the new narrative for Papa Louie’s Ghosteria. To create a few
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scenes depicting some of the 5 levels we outlined earlier, we used an
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app called Papa Louie Pals. The images turned out pretty nice! Playing
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around with the app was fun mainly because it allowed us to materialise
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our idea in just a couple of hours.</p>
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<p>The gameplay revolves around things Papa lost and the needs he needs
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to fulfil. Different types of losses are organised into five levels of
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the game: 1. loss of safety (innocence, physical safety) 2. loss of
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community (clients, belonging) 3. loss of future (hope, dreams) 4. loss
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of identity (dignity, making things himself) 5. loss of labour (money,
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time, effort, pizza)</p>
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<p>To cope with grief, Papa Louie performs various rituals to unlock a
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new stage in his grieving process and heal from that loss. Rituals are
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the actions players need to execute at each level.</p>
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<p>And so our story goes like this: The Onion ring mafia kidnapped Papà
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Louie’s clients, and he lost his Pizzeria. However, along with this
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external change, he lost his identity as a pizza owner/maker. He is full
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of grief and seeks ways to cope with grief and ease himself. He tries
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different rituals throughout this process, builds his new identity and
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overcomes his troubles.</p>
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<figure>
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<img src="papa-louie-story" alt="The Storyboard" />
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<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The Storyboard</figcaption>
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</figure>
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</div>
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</section>
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<section class="section"><div id="tetris" class="has-images">
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<h1 id="tetris-fantasies">Tetris Fantasies</h1>
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<h3 id="death-geometry-and-the-structure-of-the-individual">Death,
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Geometry and the Structure of the Individual</h3>
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<p>Tetris is a game where a single player is encouraged to organise the
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chaos given to them from above, a limited space for play of ten by
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twenty units leads to a limited ability to approach the perfection
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implied by the simple shapes that are encountered in the world (always a
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collection of four squares, in their seven permutations). The harnesses
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of time and gravity make perfection impossible in this world; instead
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the player can only attempt, approach, increase their efficiency. A
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life’s function approaching the limit, there is no way to win, only to
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get higher and higher scores, to live as long as possible through
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increased throughput. Death is inevitable in Tetris, and each passing
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block seems to come faster than the last. Why does it feel like
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everything just keeps getting harder?</p>
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<p>There are many squares to be organised in tetris, an infinite number
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apparently, but there is only one player organising them. Other people
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can only be seen by this individual in faint ghosts; their high scores
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that are there only to be beaten. And the current player can only hope
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to reach those people through leaving their own mark on the high score
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table. Employee-of-the-month, world’s-best-mom. But maybe there is an
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alternative, a world where there is more to each falling tetromino than
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|
simply an obstacle to be overcome, a problem to be solved. Maybe there
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is a story behind the fatal pixels, a bigger space than the 10 x 20 grid
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on the screen. Maybe there are humans out there with more to them than
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what they produce.</p>
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|
<p>This fanfic takes the form of a series of hand-drawn illustrations
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depicting fantastical tetris pieces, each of which is accompanied by a
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fragment of a story. The cards can be read and arranged in any order,
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intentionally removing the linear and framed limits of the original
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tetris, although the illustration and text on any one card have a
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relationship to eachother of some sort.</p>
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<p><img src="tetris-documentation-1.jpg"
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alt="hand drawn tetris fanfic" /> <img src="tetris-documentation-2.jpg"
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alt="printed fanfic: imagined four-sided realities" />
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|
<!--  -->
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<img src="tetris-documentation-4.png"
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alt="imagining a tetris without labour" /></p>
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</div>
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</section>
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<section class="section"><div id="holo-deck" class="has-images">
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<h1 id="holographic-oracle-deck">Holographic Oracle Deck</h1>
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<h2
|
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|
id="crystals-energy-is-a-holographic-oracle-deck-exploring-a-range-of-energy-sources-through-the-magical-mystical-nature-of-crystals-as-energy-storing-matter">‘Crystals
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& Energy’ is a holographic oracle deck exploring a range of energy
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sources through the magical (mystical) nature of crystals as
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energy-storing matter</h2>
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<p>‘Crystals & Energy’ is a holographic oracle deck exploring a
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range of energy sources through the magical (mystical) nature of
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crystals and minerals as energy-storing matter.</p>
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|
<p>Lidia and Artemis, Special Issue 20 guest editors, asked us to modify
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|
an oracle deck of our choice. We, Cara and Boyana, prototyped a
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holographic oracle deck where a type of crystal is coupled with a type
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of energy resource in a single card in an attempt to talk about the
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global energy crisis we are facing today. It (the deck) provides an
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educational experience through the use of a DIY prism and complimentary
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audiovisual materials, together serving as an immersive learning
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environment.</p>
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<p>After a quick research, we decided to couple Aquamarine and Liquified
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Natural Gas (LNG) which we thought would fit nicely as a first example
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of such a card.</p>
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<p>Why Aquamarine? It looks like water that has been crystallised;
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stored energy; compression; solidified; being put under pressure or
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exposed to a specific temperature so that it changes its state (from
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liquid to solid). Why LNG? It is natural gas that has been liquified;
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|
compressed; liquified; being put under pressure or exposed to a specific
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temperature so it changes its state (from gas to liquid); stores energy
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that can be channelled later.</p>
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<p>Then, we wrote a short poem weaving the two elements into the
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everyday narrative. Later this poem served as a script to create a voice
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narration (one-minute-long audio piece) that went into the video
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creation process. Although the final text is a slight deviation from our
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initial idea, we felt inspired by the conversation we had with Steve
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earlier that day. He talked about his childhood memories of collecting
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rocks in notebooks, perhaps similar to what geologists do when they
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document their discoveries. He also mentioned a few things about caverns
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|
and a mine (later turned into a museum) located near the city where he
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used to live.</p>
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|
<p>To visualise the card, we used a hologram video maker app. The
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process was easy and fun. All we had to do was simply find a hi-res
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image of the Aquamarine crystal on a black surface and upload it into
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the app. Lastly, we made a model of a pyramid prism so that we can
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demonstrate the prototype fully. To get the full holographic effect, we
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had to put it on top of a phone screen and play the video, which we
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uploaded on YouTube and embedded the link onto a website.</p>
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<p>We saw in this prototype a potential to provide new knowledge, create
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an engaging and fun learning experience around energy sources, and add a
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sense of magic to everyday life. By combining these different elements,
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we were hoping to create an unusual experience that can help people
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better understand and appreciate the importance of energy sources and
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sustainability. It will be interesting to see how our prototype evolves
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and what kind of impact it could have on people’s perceptions of these
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topics.</p>
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|
<p><img src="Aquamarine-Poem.jpg" alt="Aquamarine Poem" /> <img
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src="Diamond-holo.jpg" alt="Diamond" /> <img src="Earth-holo.jpg"
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alt="Earth" /> <img src="Jellyfish-holo.jpg" alt="Jellyfish" /> <img
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src="LNG-and-Aquamarine.jpg" alt="LNG and Aquamarine" /> <img
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src="UFO-holo.jpg" alt="UFO" /></p>
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</div>
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</section>
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<section class="section"><div id="fortnite" class="has-images">
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<h1
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id="sometimes-the-world-as-it-is-and-the-world-as-it-could-be-are-devastatingly-close-to-each-other.">Sometimes
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the world as it is and the world as it could be are devastatingly close
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to each other.</h1>
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<p>Is there any point in imagining something that is so similar to the
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nightmare we already live in? The future is a dream but it’s just that
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dream where you remember putting your keys somewhere but where, and
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you’re wandering around looking for them for what feels like hours. Was
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it real or not isnt important you were still there. Why are we staying
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here, what’s even here for us? If you don’t get them, they’ll get you
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first. Then you wake up and you still can’t find the fucking keys. But
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sometimes it’s sunny and you’re standing there and there’s something
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cinematic about the whole thing, is it worth it just to be there for
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that maybe. There’s really no difference between a dream about falling
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and a dream about flying.</p>
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</div>
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<div id="fortnite" class="hide-on-web">
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<p>You search the entire planet, all seven planets, drinking every last
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drop, and still no fucking keys. You’re just watching the whole thing
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anyway so enjoy it I guess. If you get the rifle you can use the scope
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on it to see things in the distance, but then again maybe you don’t need
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to see that far. The start is always the best part. Maybe I left them in
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the bathroom for some reason? Can I help them, even one of them? They
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are all so busy killing each other I don’t think they can hear. The
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forests are beautiful here. One time I sat down with some of the bots
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and really got to know them. Until the players arrive they just sit
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there together, chatting. They’re really nice actually. And then a
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player ran up beside us, saw that we weren’t trying to hurt them, and
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left. Maybe they were helped, or changed somehow.</p>
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<p>The only reason I’m still here is because you’re still here.</p>
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<p>🚶</p>
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<p><img src="fortnite-10.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-9.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-8.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-7.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-6.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-3.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-2.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-1.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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src="fortnite-0.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /></p>
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</div>
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</section>
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<section class="section"><div id="tetris" class="has-images">
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<h1 id="long-time">Long Time</h1>
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<h2 id="six-sigma-fortune-telling">Six Sigma Fortune Telling</h2>
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<p>While the future cannot be predicted with certainty, present
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understanding in various scientific fields allows for the prediction of
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some far-future events, if only in the broadest outline. These fields
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include astrophysics, particle physics, evolutionary biology, plate
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tectonics and sociology. The far future begins after the current
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millennium comes to an end, starting with the 4th millennium in 3001 CE,
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and continues until the furthest reaches of future time. This timeline
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includes alternative future events that address unresolved scientific
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questions, and is in fact not six sigma accurate at all.</p>
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<p>This timeline (based on Wikipedia’s <a
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href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timeline_of_the_far_future">Timeline
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of the Far Future</a>) claims to make accurate predictions far into the
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future at timescales that are difficult to comprehend; beyond our
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lifetimes, beyond the death of the earth, beyond the death of atoms. The
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scientific method claims to have an intense relationship to the material
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world which is “orders of magnitude” more accurate than other ways of
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interacting with and understanding where we are. The scientist often
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pits themself as “against” the fortune-teller, the tarot reader, or the
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mystic, and yet they make even bigger claims about our collective
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future. Is there any way to disprove the scientist’s method in their own
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mind?</p>
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<p>This web-based game attempts to highlight the uselessness of this
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approach. Sometimes a human can have no effect on the extreme truth that
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science offers, or to put it more usefully, sometimes science has
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nothing to offer humans. This timeline uses scientific and objective
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distance to avoid the most inevitable and obvious event in the future:
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your own death. Death is non-relational: no one can die in one’s place,
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and we cannot understand our own death through the death of others
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(Heidegger, Being and Time, 1962). Just like the scientist, the
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philosopher doesn’t have much to offer solace here. So where do we go to
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talk about death?</p>
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