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<section class="section"><p>:::::{#historyoftarot .has-images}</p>
<h1 id="an-hypothesised-and-randomly-factual-history-of-tarot-cards">An
hypothesised and randomly factual History of Tarot Cards</h1>
<p>What follows is the story of a deck of cards and of all the
more-or-less believable claims that were made about its origin. This
brief history was complied following sources that attempted accurate
historic recalling instead of the most commonly shared semiotic,
occultist story. However, despite all efforts all the found sources
told a convoluted story due to the misinterpretation of age, sources and
authorship common in any ancient text on magic and mysticism (Dummett,
1993). As such, the following text will recall the disproven stories
that were told about the origin of Tarot, some factual sourced material
and a modern description of its usage.</p>
<p>When we talk about Tarot cards we are talking about a deck of playing
cards composed of ten numeral cards and four court cards(Jack, Knight,
Queen and King) for each of the suits, Swords, Batons, Cups and Coins.
Alongside these more common cards Tarot includes 22 trump cards with
allegorical illustrations. The trumps form a sequence, usually numbered
from 1 to 21, with the single card of the Fool being separated (Decker,
Depaulis &amp; Dummett, 1996).</p>
<p>This specific deck of cards history begins at the bottom of a well
in Norther Italy, in the 1440s, where we place its first appearance in
history. From there we can easily find links to the common usage of
these cards in Norther Italy, from Milano to Bologna e Ferrara (Steele,
1900). These cards, initially called <em>Trionfi</em> and then
<em>Tarocchi</em> are thought to have been intended to be used for card
games, regardless of their occasional usage in future-telling (Dummet,
1993).  This finding helps us trace a factual beginning of Tarot but
leaves an open question to how these cards gained their place as the
primary tool used in modern occultism and mysticism for cartomancy. </p>
<figure>
<img src="Visconti-Sforza-Tarot.jpg"
alt="Image of the First Tarot Deck" />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">Image of the First Tarot
Deck</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>While this is where the story began to intricate itself, it can still
be seen that the first wide spread future-telling uses appeared in
France in the 18th century. </p>
<p>At this point the history of tarot beings to be influenced by what
each fortune teller imagined the history of the cards to be. To fully
disclose this I will first attempt to estimate the most notable
occultists that used the cards and wrote historical notations about
their deviance and then the stories they told about them.</p>
<p>The first encounter we have between Tarot and magical theory and
practice happens in the <em>Monde primitif,</em> an incredibly long
essay about Tarot cards written in 1781 by Antoine Court de Gébelin.
With this text, the pastor began what would be the endless repository of
arcane esoteric wisdom within Tarot that will follow the cards for
generations (Chisholm, 1911). In this text, Gébeling attributed the
cards origin to ancient Egypt, a theory that is to this day shared as
truthful. This belief was based on an erroneous link to “The Book of
Thoth”, an ancient Egyptian text about magic that is believed to have
been spread through Europe by Romani people. This belief was then
substantiated by a similar essay by the by the comte de Mellet(Decker,
). Promptly, a Parisian fortune teller named Jean-Baptiste Alliette,
professionally known as Etteilla, having found these theories, adapted
the esoteric view of the cards to his own uses. He switching his own
practice from traditional French piquet cartomancy to the use of a
self-made Tarot card deck. This deck was based on the previously shared
Hermetic ideologies and was named “The Book of Toth”(same).</p>
<figure>
<img src="etteilla.jpg" alt="Image from Etteillas Deck" />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">Image from Etteillas Deck</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>The next fundamental spin that was given to the cards background was
down by Éliphas Levi, another French esotericist. Levi repudiated
Etteillas theory and integrated a version of the cards that was closer
to the original to his own Cabalistic magical system. However
historically mistaken was Levis understanding of the cards travel from
Egypt to Judea into Jewish tradition, it nonetheless revolutionised the
cards in ways that live on till today. His Cabalistic theory about signs
being letter, letters being absolute ideas and absolute ideas being
numbers can be seen in even modern iterations of tarot.</p>
<p>From here on over, Tarots journey speeds up as the cards leave
France and become absorbed into new esoteric movements like
Swedenborgianism, Mesmerism and spiritualism (Decker, Depaulis &amp;
Dummet, 1996).</p>
<p>Before we make a jump through time to the next biggest relevant
development of Tarot, I will share the last of the three false
widespread theories about the origin of Tarot, the first two being Egypt
and Judaism(despite its influence in modern tarot).</p>
<p>This last theory is harder to trace back to one esoteric influence,
but nonetheless claims a Chinese origin to the cards. Most likely, this
is due to the similarity with the I Ching, a divination manual from
around 1000 BC. The manual was grounded in cleromancy, the production of
random numbers to predict divine intention. However, there is no
traceable connection between Chinese cleromancy and Tarot divination.
Modern analyses of Chinese Tarot divination draw direct correlation
between Western occultism and Tarot divination, leaving little room to
imagine any direct causation starting from China (Fu, Li, Lee,
2002).</p>
<p>For the purpose of this recalling but unsurprisingly for those
familiar, the next big step will bring us to the late19th century in
Britain, in the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. The Golden Dawn was a
secret society devoted to occult Hermetic Kabbalah and one of the
largest single influences on Western occultism as a whole (Jenkins,
2000). While the society itself had a wide curriculum, including
astrology, alchemy and geomancy(soil divination), our only concern at
the moment is with their links to Tarot cards.</p>
<p>In 1909, two mystics and members of the Golden Dawn, A.E. Waite and
Pamela Colman Smith published with the Rider Company a deck of re-made
Tarot cards based on the societys magic system. These cards, later
known as the Ride-Waite Tarot(Dean, 2015). This deck was based on the
Sola Busca deck, with symbolism being taken from Levis descriptions and
Egyptian and Christian symbolism. This deck has become the paradigm and
touchstone through which modern occultists think of Tarot. Between the
distribution of this deck and the use of the cards in the Golden Dawn,
it became axiomatic among followers many traditions of mysticism that
the Tarot is an essential component of any occult science.</p>
<figure>
<img src="Rider-Waite_Pents.jpg"
alt="Image from the Raider-Waite deck" />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">Image from the Raider-Waite
deck</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Nowadays, Tarot is emblematic and incredibly wide spread as the most
common future-telling method and device. Thousands and thousands of
different formats exist, often falling under the category of Oracle
cards and as such not having the clear formatting rules of Tarot but
still implicating divination and self-reflection through the
interpretation of allegorical illustration.</p>
</section>
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</section>
<section class="section"><h1
id="superdeconstruction-a-text-adventure-game">Super(de)construction, a
text-adventure game</h1>
<p>My text-adventure game was (first and foremost a struggle and) an
attempt to dive a little bit into the world of python and deal
peacefully with the potential trauma of coding. The first unsuccessful
try started by making a map on paper with all the possible rooms,
corridors, spaces and the potential inputs of the player. It was proved
to be a too ambitious plan though. So this was the time when the
super(de)construction game was born! My intention was to make a fan
fiction text adventure game(!) of the marxist superstructure theory.
There are three basic rooms where the player can navigate : the
Base-ment, the Apparatus and the Megaroom. People can grab specific
“objects” from each room and check their inventory (for example you can
have unpaidlabour, church, mostlywhitemen from base-ment, apparatus and
megaroom respectively in the same bag!). The aim of the game is to
accumulate enough points in order to bring eventually the revolution and
win. The fermentation and the radicalization happen only in the
base-ment. Will you be part of the revolutionary class?</p>
</section>
<section class="section"><p>:::::</p>
<h1 id="colophon">Colophon</h1>
<h3 id="photography-and-illustration">Photography and Illustration</h3>
<p>Unless otherwise stated, all photography and illustrations in this
publication are created by the same authors as the text. That which is
below is like that which is above and that which is above is like that
which is below, to do the miracle of one only thing.</p>
<h3 id="digital-tools">Digital Tools</h3>
<p>This book was created with the help of a collection of not-so-small
and extremely sharp open source tools, to name a few; paged.js, pandoc,
pdfimpose, pdftk, and our darling demon inkscape. So was the world
created. From this are and do come admirable adaptations where of the
means is here in this.</p>
<p>###Printing and Binding Just lil old us.</p>
<h3 id="fonts">Fonts</h3>
<p>Work Sans by Wei Huang. Consolation by us.</p>
<p>That which I have said of the operation of the Sun is accomplished
and ended.</p>
<p>:::::</p>
</section>
<section class="section">
</section>
<section class="section"><p>rituals_archive will go here</p>
</section>
<section class="section"><p>Introduction</p>
<p>The last trimester was an attempt to understand the notions of games
and rituals. Instead of introduction we will try to unravel this
mysterious journey as well as keep questioning and collaging.</p>
<p>We mapped the common characteristics and the differences between the
latter in relation to ideology and counter-hegemony. We practiced,
performed, annotated rituals that were connected (or not) with our
cultural backgrounds while we questioned the magic circle. We dived into
the worlds of text adventure games and clicking games while drinking
coffee and talked about class, base, superstructure, (counter)hegemony,
ideology, materialism. We discussed about how games and rituals can
function as reproductive technologies of the culture industries. We
annotated games- focusing on the role of ideology and social
reproduction. We reinterpreted bits of the world and created stories
with it (modding, fiction, narrative) while focusing on community,
interaction, relationships, grief and healing.</p>
<p>The eventual product of this process is a console, a magical object,
a wooden container, a promising healing. How the unpacking of notions of
games, rituals, ideology, superstructure in relation to the
witch-hunting can become the midwiferies of a healing box? How practices
of heal and care can work as counter-hegemonic acts that can cure and
liberate our souls and bodies from patriarchical and capitalistic
fetters?</p>
<p>We didnt manage to provide you with comprehensive and solid answers
or conclusive statements. The truth is that this wasnt our plan. Our
intention was to create openings for debate or even conflict, to map a
territory, to invite those who would like to join us.</p>
<blockquote>
<p><em>“What if you are playing tetris and the tetris gods give you
something apart from the usual seven tetrominoes, like an unexpected
pregnancy or the end of capitalism?”,(Steven)</em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Starting with rituals we can claim that they can be understood as
instruments in the struggle for the exercise of power. Organized by
<em>repetition</em>, they (re)connect the individual to the collective,
creating a vision towards a given perception of society. Participation
in this creative act is determined by several factors, for example, a
rituals function, its relationship to hegemonic power, a collectives
politics and objectives, etc.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>*“Ritual is a means of performing the way things ought to be in
conscious tension to the way things are in such a way that this
ritualized perfection is recollected in the ordinary, uncontrolled,
course of things. Ritual relies for its power on the fact that it is
concerned with quite ordinary activities, that what it describes and
displays is, in principle, possible for every occurrence of these acts.
But it relies, as well, for its power on the fact that, in actuality,
such possibilities cannot be realized.(Smith,1980)*”</p>
<p><em>“Ideology talks of actions: I shall talk of actions inserted into
practices. And I shall point out that these practices are governed by
rituals in which these practices are inscribed, within the material
existence of an ideological apparatus(...)Ideas have disappeared as such
to the precise extend that it has emerged that their existence is
inscribed in the actions of practices governed by rituals defined in the
last instance by an ideological apparatus”,(Althusser,1970)</em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Similarly, videogames create worlds. Often, those worlds mirror our
own, reproducing certain ideals and values as norms through their
narrative, game play, design. This trimester we explored world-building
characteristics found both in rituals and videogames. We critically
considered those worlds, identifying the key points and elements through
which specific videogames and rituals circulate political, cultural and
social values. While this world-building might be interpreted from an
angle of implicit and explicit bias rooted in hegemonic values, we
investigated the generative, creative possibilities of such
characteristics.</p>
<blockquote>
<p><em>“The main task of mass culture is to create, reproduce, and
manage particular kinds of subjects — workers, consumers, individuals,
citizens —required for current conditions. To perpetuate their own
existence, mass media must succeed at representing the violent coercion
of capitalist systems as natural laws: Of course you have to pay rent to
live inside; of course you have to buy food to eat; of course you have
to work if you want to survive. The production of a fungible, disposable
and migratory working class requires the alienation and atomization of
communities into individuals, which involves destroying the village,
kinship structures, indigeneity, and many other previous forms of
meaning-producing structures, leaving a gap which ideology must fill.
While the fundamental structures of domination — racism, patriarchy,
heterosexuality, etc. — form the bedrock of this ideological apparatus,
the complexity of the always expanding and changing capitalist system
requires an equally flexible set of subsidiary tools capable of rapidly
adjusting ideology en masse. In general, media emerge not to meet the
demands or desires of individual users but to accommodate what the
predominant mode of production requires.”,(Osterweil,2018)</em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Our intention was to look into rituals and their overlap with video
games as a way to explore "forbidden" or otherwise lost knowledge erased
by oppressive systems (e.g. witch hunts). Understanding games and
rituals as gateways to alternative ways of relating to Nature, each
other and (re)production of life, labour, etc, we played together by
writing fan fiction and spells, developing rituals, analysing and
creating games together.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“S<em>ims as just social reproduction: some values are certainly
given by the game (make money to buy nicer things, progress in your
career by doing tasks that improve your skill, charisma is a skill but
not kindness) , but also ideology is put into the game by the player.
The player chooses what to reproduce and often share in the "gallery" or
on social media. Community being so important in this game then means
that the crux of the social reproduction is happening when the choices
you have made in the game are broadcasted. Did you create a
heteronormative white thin nuclear family that made a lot of money? or
did you choose to play differently?“,(Ada)</em></p>
<p><em>“The Communist Party of Second Life (CPSL) aims to be a Marxist,
internationalist and revolutionary organization for all communists in
Second Life. The CPSL aims to spread understanding of Marxism among SL
citizens, to organise support in SL for the class struggle in RL,
including all struggles of the working class against imperialism and the
bourgeoisie, its state and wars.”,(Lydia)</em></p>
<p><em>“The act of the modders appropriation of the pre-existing game
is also similar to Michel de Certeaus cultural poaching.De Certeaus
everyday bricolors make do with remixing the privatized spaces and
products of consumer society that they find themselves inhabiting and
using. Rather than being passive consumers, ordinary people invent
varied subversive tactics for stealing back the given of everyday life.
De Certeau writes, Everyday life invents itself by poaching in
countless ways on the property of others.”(Schleiner,2017)</em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Meanwhile, we went through the witch as a magical practicioner, as a
resisting body, a border figure. <em>“Federici presents the witch”as the
embodiment of a world of female subjects that capitalism had to destroy:
the heretic, the healer, the disobedient wife, the woman who dared to
live alone, the obeha woman who poisoned the masters food and inspired
the slaves to revolt.” Behind the witch hunt, she uncovers a joint
effort by the Church and the state to establish mechanisms of gendered
control of bodies that immanently resisted newly instituted regimes of
productive and reproductive work”(Timofeeva,2019).</em></p>
<p><em>“Sorcerers have always held the anomalous position, at the edge
of the fields or woods. They haunt the fringes. They are at the
borderline of the village, or between villages. But sorcerers not only
exist at the border: as anomalous beings, they are the border itself. In
other words, the borderline passes through their bodies.”,(Deleuze,
Guattari,1980)</em></p>
<p>How the understanding of the witchs hunting that happened a few
centuries ago in relation with the figure of the witch as marginal,
rebellion entity can shed light on the contemporary witch-hunting. How
this knowledge can provide us with tools of empowerment, emancipation,
resistance and make us reimagine counter-hegemonic practices of
collective care and healing?</p>
<p>Console is an oracle; an emotional first aid kit that helps you help
yourself.</p>
<p>Console invites you to: open the box and discover ways of
healing;</p>
<p>Console provides shelter for your dreams, memories and worries.</p>
<p>Face the past and encounter your fortune.</p>
<p>Console gives you a new vantage point; a set of rituals and practices
that help you cope and care(of yourself and of the others)</p>
<p>Console asks everyday questions that give magical answers.</p>
<p>Console invites you to self reflect, explore your subconscious, spin
the wheel of fortune (and pick a card), explore what is possible beyond
what is obvious, guide you into... [the future and past], creates
stories …</p>
</section>
<section class="section"><p>:::::</p>
<p><em>They who dream of drinking wine may weep when morning comes; they
who dream of weeping may in the morning go off to hunt. While they are
dreaming they do not know it is a dream, and in their dream they may
even try to interpret a dream. Only after they wake do they know it was
a dream. And someday there will be a great awakening when we know that
this is all a great dream.</em></p>
<p><em>And when I say you are dreaming, I am dreaming, too.</em></p>
<p><strong>Zhuàngzi</strong> <strong>莊子</strong></p>
<h1 id="preface">✧ Preface</h1>
<p>Have you ever woken up feeling like there is a word, at the tip of
your tongue, in a language you dont quite understand?</p>
<p>Its the same feeling you may have felt when a dream has left too
quickly once you woke up, like a regretful lover. You grasped and
reached but it was gone and you have forgotten something so
fundamentally important that your stomach has caved into itself.</p>
<p>This deck of oracle cards invites you to go back into that cave, that
pit, to the start of that word. Tarot and oracle cards are always tools
for self-exploration, but the Oracolotto will guide you to explore
deeper, into the subconscious realm of your dreams.</p>
<p>Oracolotto includes twenty-one cards and one guidebook. The cards
follow the paved journey of Tarots major arcana, but do not be fooled
by the numbers, as they will not give you insight into the path. You do
not need any previous knowledge to use these cards, only the ability to
dream and a soul, yours or other.</p>
<p>The Oracolotto cards present illustrations of collective dream
archetypes, as delineated by Neapolitan tradition. While the cards
symbolically follow the traditional Tarot journey from the fool to the
world(minus the Emperor), they are based on the Neapolitan art form of
the Smorfia, intended not as the grimace but the dream interpretation
method.</p>
<p>The Smorfia is an ancient art form in which symbols and archetypes
from a persons dreams are analysed and converted into numbers. To use
the Smorfia, one would thus recall every event, person and object that
appeared in their dream, and then use the extensive list of dream
archetypes to find the associated numbers. This may be used to find out
the meaning of your dreams or, most commonly, to find numbers to play
the lottery (Ricciardone, 1987; Zezza, 1835).</p>
<p>In this case however, the archetypes were used as a story telling
device, an exploration tool for imagination and self-discovery. You may
chose to use these cards in the two ways I have imagined, or create your
own.</p>
<ol type="1">
<li>The first, and the one I recommend, asks your soul to sit with the
cards, ask them a question, read the answer in the following pages and
find a language for new or old feelings.</li>
<li>The other way I have imagined requires you to keep the deck next to
your bed, or wherever you sleep. Once you wake up, while the dream is
still supple and alive, reach for the Oracolotto and try and find the
cards that resemble the dream most closely. This way you may give a
language to the unformed and find on the cards apparent truths.</li>
</ol>
<p>There is a possibility, that you have read thus far because you wish
to remember your dreams and connect to your subconscious, but feel like
you cannot. You may almost never recall your dreams or think that they
are random. If this is your case, I recommend that you use the
Oracolotto in the first way I have described, as the subconscious seeps
into our daily thoughts and feelings anyways. The deck may help you find
these patterns.</p>
<p>You may also choose your own path, disregard what I said and make
your own game, read old or future dreams or even play the lottery. The
tools are now in your hands.</p>
<p>:::::</p>
<div class="hide-on-web">
<h3 id="how-to-care-for-the-oracolotto">✧ How to care for the
Oracolotto</h3>
<p>You may have been told that objects do not have spirit and have
believed it. If you have, I suggest you tuck the inner skeptic into bed
and let the curious child out to play for the following sections. You
see, the Oracolotto, like any Tarot or Oracle, does not believe itself
to be an objects. In fact, it thinks that no object is just a thing, but
most exist in the spiritual plane as well. As such, all objects have a
soul, a spirit that connects to yours.</p>
<p>This particular one, the Oracolotto, has a playful and deep soul. It
asks to be cared for as if it was a living thing, more a plant than a
pet. It asks to be touched, used, cried on, laughed with. Most
importantly, it asks for a place to rest every night. I would also
recommend, at your discretion, to free negative intention from the cards
if you stumble upon it. This may happen if you do a reading for someone
who turns out to have bad intention, or just a very heavy painful load.
It may also happen if you use them alone in a moment of intense sadness
or anger. In these cases, I recommend finding a way to release these
feelings from the cards, by leaving them out to breath, or holding them
in your hands while thinking positive thoughts.</p>
<h3 id="how-to-do-a-reading">✧ How to Do a Reading</h3>
<p>Set an intention to begin. You or the person you are reading for will
ask a question, out loud or in your mind as you shuffle the cards. You
then have two options: either spread them out or fan them, and choose
one card at a time with your dominant hand; or place the whole deck on a
surface and run your fingers alongside it until you feel like splitting
the deck and picking a card. Do it however you wish, the important thing
is that you let your intuition guide you to a card.</p>
<p>Lay it in front of you ( the “How to Lay Out the Cards” section
follows). Turn the card over and feel, hear, see, and intuit its meaning
in relation to your question. Refer to this guidebook for
interpretations. If you give readings to others, it is always a good
idea to keep a record of your own read­ings, as messages for others do
usually weave together with those for you. Sometimes cards will”jump”
out of the deck while youre shuffling. These cards are try­ing to get
your attention. Theyre part of your reading, or perhaps the entire
reading. In any case, know that theyre important messages to be
heeded.</p>
<p>Alternatively and if applicable, you may choose one card and place it
on your altar or under your pillow at night to bring in deeper
understanding.</p>
<h3 id="how-to-lay-out-the-cards">✧ How to Lay Out the Cards</h3>
<p>.One Card Spread</p>
<p>A single card can be used for several pur­poses:</p>
<ul>
<li>Draw a card in the morning for guidance about what you need to know
that day.</li>
<li>Draw a card after you ask a question. The one you pick is your
answer.</li>
<li>Draw a card to help further explain your dream.</li>
</ul>
<p>.Three-Card Spread</p>
<p>A three-card spread can also be used in a couple of different
ways:</p>
<ul>
<li>Draw three cards representing what you need to know in general
terms.</li>
<li>They may represent the past, present or future.</li>
<li>Or answer questions about three issues, such as career, love and
friendship.</li>
</ul>
<p>If you wish to find a more fleshed out narrative, you may choose to
do bigger spread. Information about those can be found in any book about
tarot or online.</p>
<h4 id="dream-well">✧ <strong>Dream well!</strong></h4>
<h2 id="the-coffee"><strong>✳ 42. the coffee</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: beginnings, unformed potential, taking a risk, answering a
call, trusting in the universe, overcoming self-doubt, embracing
uncertainty.</p>
<p>Coffee is brewing, yet to be poured on the empty cup on the counter.
A spiritual guide sits patiently, urging you to begin, while the sun
shines outside a closed window. On the side, enormous snowdrops have
blossomed, indicating the first tentative steps of spring.</p>
<p>While the Coffe is number 42, this card comes before the others. Like
an unhatched egg it contains all the potential for the journey. The cup
is empty, but you are urged to pour it, to drink it and to being the
journey. A spiritual guide urges you forward. Like the prophet Muhammad
who was given coffee(قهوة) by the Archangel Jibreel, you are also urged
to begin.</p>
<p>The Coffee upright in a reading tells you it is now the time to be
naive and courageous. Set on a new adventure and do not worry about the
consequences. It is time, the coffee is ready.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>If the Coffee appears reversed, it is a warning. The coffee will
spill and it may burn your or others. Be cautious about disregarding the
consequences of your actions. Your eagerness for freedom and new
beginnings may have harmed others of yourself. Now, you are being asked
for consistency and patience. There is a time to be brave and to set off
on new paths, and a time to be reliable and patient-wisdom lays in
knowing the difference.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 0. the fool.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: all signs, the
universe.</p>
<h2 id="the-two-spinsters"><strong>✳ 66. the two spinsters</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: magic, manifestation, setting intentions, directing energy
consciously, willpower, concentration, having all the resources you
need.</p>
<p>Two old women stand before a table, one pointing to above and one
below. Their eyes glow with mystic powers and if they have appeared in
your dreams you may feel their power radiating. This is particularly
powerful card. While looking at it, reject what you have been told about
the emotional loneliness of spinsters and focus on their ability to spin
a magical web. These women are appearing to you at an important time, at
the moment when you may choose your own path. You are now fully able to
manifest your desires. The Spinsters are showing you the power you hold
and asking you for intense concentration. There is power in your focus
and dedication, now is the time to channel all your resources to
achieving what you wish.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>If the Spinsters have appeared reversed, is is a sign that you are
ignoring your own powers. You no longer see two crone magicians who have
chosen the path of spiritual power but instead two unmarried older
women. Do not be fooled. The power is in your hands, your potential lays
dormant underneath your doubts and lack of self esteem. Trust in your
ability, trust the Spinsters to weave you back to an active role within
your own life.<br />
</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 1. the magician.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: gemini &amp; virgo.</p>
<h2 id="the-bride"><strong>✳ 63. the bride</strong></h2>
<p>. keywords: intuition, subconscious, higher wisdom, knowing something
you cant explain, stillness, meditation, spell-work and ritual.</p>
<p>The Bride sits in silence in an underground cistern, two eyes closed
and a third one opened. Upon her head two crescent moons hold the globe.
She is alone, but does not appear to be waiting. The Bride is a figure
of divine wisdom, feminine mystery and intuitive knowledge. She is the
guardian of the unconscious and she is meeting you. By receiving this
card you are being gently led deeper, or asked to go deeper. To artists,
she is the representation of creative potential. The bride has little
care for the material as her powers lay in the true nature of emotion.
Let your intuition lead the way, quiet the chatter of the rational and
logical.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>If you are facing a reversed Bride, is is an indication to examine
where you are ignoring your gut. Perhaps you have let your thinking mind
run loose or have not been listening to your gut. You have even be
overvaluing others opinions or acting too hastily. Whichever is it, it
may be time to be still, reflect and meditate on your intuition.<br />
</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 2. the high priestess.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: cancer &amp; pisces.</p>
<h2 id="the-mother"><strong>✳ 52. the mother</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: maternal figure, familiar love, abundance, life force,
strong protection, dignity.</p>
<p>The Mother sits on a throne in the middle of the river of life force,
a crown upon her head a sword in her hand. In this iconography she is
Juno, Roman goddess of marriage and family. As such, she sits near a
pregnant cow and a peacock eating a pomegranate. Around her nature
thrives. She is the embodiment of femininity and the bringer or life and
growth. Her energy is both nurturing and fiercely protective. She is
appearing to indicate that she is looking after you and your growth. She
is abundant and as such so will your expression be, both creative and
sensual. Deep fulfilment awaits.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Mother has appeared reversed. Junos warlike nature is more
active than her nurturing side. Your seeking of protection is keeping
your from true love and joy. You were guarding yourself, and while you
were in the right to do so, it is now time to let your shield down. Your
emotional crops are thriving, you have put in the work. Let go of your
war, lean into joy and love.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 3. the empress. </p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: libra.</p>
<h2 id="the-church"><strong>✳ 84. the church</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: belief systems, ancestry, study, tradition, conformity,
learning about the past.</p>
<p>A priest stands in front of you, one hand to invite you and one
towards the divine. On his shoulders sits a church, the door slightly
ajar. On the bottom, you may see keys. The Church cards beckons you
inside a mysteries sacred place. In Christian belief, a church is not
only where religious community meets but seat of Divinity itself. I
invite you to the Church card as such, and disconnect it from its
Christian imagery. It stands in the place of any established social
structure, spiritual tradition or source of ancestral knowledge. It is a
teacher, a leader, a guru of past memory. If the Church has come up in
your reading, its indicating a need for deeper meaning or knowledge.
Will you use your key to follow the paved road and find out who paved it
and who walked it before you?</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Church is upside down. Its integrity is questioned, the status
quo stumbles. The pressure of conformity weighs heavy, others belief
systems hang above your head. This card is now urging you to move.
Tradition can be a teacher or a jailer and in this case, it is trapping
you. It may be time to shake your ancestors wishes away and start anew,
upon a path you paved yourself.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 4. the hierophant.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: taurus, libra &amp;
capricorn.</p>
<h2 id="the-upside-down"><strong>✳ 69. the upside down</strong></h2>
<ul>
<li>.keywords: love (of all kinds), making heart-centred choices,
compassion, partnerships and relationships, equilibrium, harmony.</li>
</ul>
<p>Two hands reach for each other, the space between them filled with
light and eyes. Around their wrists roses are growing. There is an
obvious story being told, of two souls meeting in companionship.
However, this is a card about balance and choices too. The Upside Down
is a reference to love and the two sides of a coin. When this card
appears it speaks of love and strong bonds. It is asking you to choose
love, to make heartfelt, loving, compassionate choices. The Upside Down
is a simple card, asking you to choose. Listen to your heart and follow
it.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>Due to the nature of this card, up is down and down is up. However
you pull this card, it is showing you both the Yin and the Yang. In this
case, however, a sourness is prevalent. The eyes look away, giving you
space to work out and identify within yourself why a committment has
turned sour. Your inner voice is unbalanced. Use your heart for your
choices and seek out harmony.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 5. the lovers.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: gemini.</p>
<h2 id="the-bird"><strong>✳ 35. the bird</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: focused <em>action, s</em>elf-belief and confidence,
commitment, drive and determination, hard, passionate work,
assertion.</p>
<p>A chariot flies across a starry sky with two half moons. Inside it, a
man dressed in Roman armour with the head of turtle dove looks straight
at you, welcoming you with one hand. This is the card of control and
victory. The Bird has control of his own fate but it will help you with
it too. It directs you to assert your will with mastery, careful
practice and self-discipline. It reminds you of your own courage and
your strength, an encourages you to direct your energies towards the
stars.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>When reversed, the Bird is spinning further and further out of
control. It may be due to an attempt to control too much, or an
underdeveloped assertiveness. Loosen the reins, redirect your chariot.
Some things are beyond your power to change and some others are just
waiting for your confidence and hard work. Assess which is which and
begin riding.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 6. the chariot.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: cancer.</p>
<h2 id="the-breasts"><strong>✳ 28. the breasts</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: inner strength and courage, dignified resistance,
emotional labour, heart.</p>
<p>A naked woman covered in flowers looks to the side, casually taming
the lion in front of her. Behind her, a natural landscape opens up. Do
not be fooled by her gentle appearance, for she is not effortless. Her
strength lies in her heart as this is the card for Breasts. Emotional
weakness is discarded as patriarchal concept, as the Breasts are showing
you a dignified taming of the wild through your heart. Emotion can
steady your demeanour and your inner strength powers you. This indicates
positive emotional labour of your own ferocity and expression of pure
emotional strength. Go to towards your own chest, to the place of pain,
anger, greed, and fear in your life. Acknowledge where these things live
within you and own them, pour love all over them.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The lion is now overpowering as the Breasts appear upside down. This
is an indication of weakness, your strength feeble as your
self-confidence lessens. Your emotions are no longer a power but an
overwhelming force that you cannot control. Do not let anger or pain
dictate your choice, find your strength once again.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 7. strength.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: leo.</p>
<h2 id="the-crying"><strong>✳ 65. the crying</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: introspection, solitude, retreat, working things through
on your own, claiming space and time for you, self-guided or guided
study.</p>
<p>A figure cries in a cocoon underwater, wrapped in a cape of their
hair and algae. They are holding themselves, as their tears make their
way up. A light shines from their hands. This figure is in deep
introspection. The Crying card is not a negative card, regardless of
your own view of tears. It indicates a need for comfort and solitude. It
is asking for a moment of introspection, the only thing that may lead
you to true self discovery. Once you have expressed your pain and truly
felt it, you will gain better understanding.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The tears fall upon you as the Crying card is reversed. You have
relied on yourself too much and over-isolated. The cocoon has served its
purpose, now the time for solitude is over. You may let others in or
leave your safe space altogether for the time for crying is over.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 8. the hermit.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: virgo.</p>
<h2 id="the-set-table"><strong>✳ 82. the set table</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: positive luck, change, predictions and prophesies, feeling
like something is destined to happen, an interconnected bigger
picture.</p>
<p>A table is set with plates spelling out the ancient names for tarot
and wheel. In the center of the table you can see water, soil, air and
fire. Around the table sit the four fixed signs, Taurus, Leo, Scorpio
and Aquarius. Three eyes, symbolising the three Fates oversee the table.
This is an incredibly auspicious card to pick. Like the table, your
destiny has been set, the tempo will crank up as your personal vision
develops into reality. This card is asking you to accept your fate, but
also take responsibility for it. The table is set but it is up to you to
serve.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Set Table has been turned the wrong way. This indicated elements
outside your control that are spinning your fate. Luck has not been on
your side and you may have found yourself unhappy with your
circumstances. Take a moment to analyse what could have happened, are
these elements toying with your luck internal or external? Is there
someone to blame, if yes, who is it? Whatever you find, trust that the
Table will be set again, and out of darkness a new light will be born,
informed by your discoveries.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 9. the wheel of fortune.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: aquarius, leo, taurus &amp;
scorpio</p>
<h2 id="the-lament"><strong>✳ 60. the lament</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: truth, logical thought, objectivity, binary thinking,
justice, fairness, balance, accountability, social justice principles,
intersectionality.</p>
<p>A woman, justice, walks the steps out of darkness, a lament
distorting her face. In the Lament, you can see justice wearing white,
carrying a sword on her waist and holding scales, with a heart on one
end and a brain on the other. Her blindfold stays on as her piercing
eyes penetrate through the truth. It is her cry for truth, her lament,
that propels her forward. This card calls out to you. Every action has
an equal reaction but it is often expression of injustice that brings
justice forward. It is the Lament that leads to balance, believe that
your expression of injustice is worth sharing.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>When the Lament appears reversed it indicates a flawed system, an
hidden truth or bias. This injustice may have been committed against you
or by you, but however it happened the scale are not balances and soon
they will be as someone faces consequences. It also begs for a
re-establishing of a balancing perspective on your side. Look at the
issue from both sides, hear the Lament.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 11. justice.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: libra.</p>
<h2 id="purgatorys-souls"><strong>✳ 85. purgatorys souls</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: passivity, cost, holding back, patience, allowing events
to unfold, meditation and mindful practice, inner peace,
self-acceptance, overcoming ego</p>
<p>A man dangles, his foot loosely tied with rope, his wings closed by
his sides, his braid falling beyond sight. Next to him other people
hang, in the same situation. What we see are Purgatorys Souls, intended
as the souls of people who are in a state of temporary punishment and
purification as they have died in a state of grace but are not yet ready
for heaven. Let the souls be of inspiration to you, in their state of
acceptance, as it is not their work that will send them to heaven. They
are, just like you, ready for peace and joy. What you must do now is
fully succumb to your situation, release. You see, if the soul was to
trust the flow of events and let go, he would realise he had wings all
along. A brazen metaphor, a simple reminder that its not time to
struggle for control. Trust the universe, trust yourself and let go.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>As Purgatorys Souls appear reversed, they tell a different story.
They are not hanging but anchored to the soil. You are pulling yourself
further down, digging your heels in on a decision that has to be made.
Your inaction now is pointless, it will just delay the inevitable. The
souls already can fly, the punishment has been lifted and yet here you
still are. You must face your inner turmoil to move on.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 11. the hanged man. </p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: pisces.</p>
<h2 id="the-talking-dead"><strong>✳ 48. the talking dead</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: the ending of a cycle, letting go and saying goodbye,
ritual to honour change, not resisting, honouring the seasons of
life.</p>
<p>A deers skeleton lays on a blooming prairie. Close by, another deer
looks into the sun that is rising above the hills. The Talking Dead card
is a deeply sensitive one, invites a gentle approach. It does not
symbolise necessarily literal death but more so a positive harbinger of
change. The death has already happened, and the deers spirit is ready
to move into the coming day. The Talking Dead tells you it is time to
let go of old habits, ways of thinking and of the buried. This is the
only way to allow for more rewarding patterns. Resisting change will not
bring you joy at this stage, you must embrace transformation. There is
no other way, a profound experience is awaiting you, let the resting
lead you.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>If the card is reversed it appears that the Talking Dead is being
forced still. Changes are frightening you and you may be resisting them.
Your life is now stagnant, the sunrise is eternal as the sun never
reaches the sky. Trust that change will lead you wherever you need to
be. It is not a matter of avoiding what has happened, but rather of
learning to live with what it brought in the hope that better things lay
ahead.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 12. death. </p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: scorpio.</p>
<h2 id="warm-soup"><strong>✳ 48. warm soup</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: balance, harmony, blending of dualities, seeking the
middle path, not making extreme decisions, taking a non-binary attitude,
testing the waters, self-care, grace, gentleness.</p>
<p>A large, winged, genderless dark figure stands in the sea. On their
forehead shines a triangle enclosed in a square, representing that
humans are bound by the Earth and natural law. The figure is taking
water from the sea but as they pour it into the bowl, it transforms into
a bowl of steaming soup. This card gives insight into the nuances of
balance. Wherever something is taken, something else must be given. The
figure is taking from the sea to deliver you the Warm Soup. See the
figure as if it was keeping a close eye on how well you handle
dualities. Keep to the middle path, do not make extreme decisions. You
may someone who tends to have a peaceful nature or someone who swings
between extremes. Either way, now is the time to test the waters of
gentleness, give back what you have been given and ask for what was
taken.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Warm Soup now pours upwards from the ladle. Something has been
thrown off balance in your life. The coming times require meticulous
care of balance. Equilibrium has to be restored once again. The costs
may be too high for what you are receiving from the universe. You must
reconsider your choices, find the weak point that has thrown off the
balance and adjust it.</p>
<p>A <strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 13. temperance.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: sagittarius.</p>
<h2 id="the-devils"><strong>✳ 77. the devils</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: bondage, addiction, materialism, destructive behaviours,
harmful cycles, choosing to get free, or choosing not to get free,
confronting fear, committing to your own freedom.</p>
<p>Above a reversed pentacle five little devils dance naked, holding a
chain that leads to a circle of light containing a key. The Devils
symbolise what keeps us bound and trapped. It is a small circle that
contains you, a metaphorical jail to which you do not yet have a key.
This card cautions you against finding blame, and refers instead to that
which is constrained by ourself, our subconscious and direct choices. Do
not let ideas, people or situations absorb you so intensely that it
causes you to ignore other relationships.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Devils being upside down immediately reveals the bondage, you are
aware of your own chains. The unhealthy and trapping dynamics in your
life are finally emerging to the light. Caution, as this does not imply
freedom but may entail further temptation to crawl back into your own
trap. This is a time that needs your complete attention, use your
newfound awareness to open the chains, escape your metaphorical
jail. </p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 14. the devil.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: capricorn.</p>
<h2 id="the-storm"><strong>✳ 83. the storm</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: revolution, disaster, shock, mourning, blowing apart old
structures, demolition of the status quo, toppling systems of power,
potential, rebuilding after disaster, a blessing in disguise as a
disaster, rehabilitation, regeneration.</p>
<p>An ancient pine tree towers in the night. Above, the all-seeing Storm
is unleashing lightening, cutting the tree down as birds escape. The
Storm, as the name suggests, is a complicated card to receive. It
indicates a profound disruption, a complete reset of the known. The
situation may seem grim at times, but it is fundamental that you
understand that the change that will be brought is undeniably ultimately
positive. You may not believe me at first, as the event that this card
indicates is a demolition and toppling of a structure that can feel
quite devastating. However, new growth will come from this and the old
cannot last forever lest it become decrepit. Remember well that when the
Storm appears in front of you, you are not the tree but the doves
escaping.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>In this situation the Storm that topples the pine tree is coming from
within. The issue is within your response to the situation, your worries
within your own head. Your perception is bringing you great pain. Take
care not to become a vortex of negativity, you must be mindful of your
own feelings and take responsibility of how your responses affect you
and those around you.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 15. the tower. </p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: scorpio &amp; aries.</p>
<h2 id="christmas"><strong>✳ 25. christmas</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: hope, love and support, coming home to yourself,
self-care, healing, being true to yourself, being guided by your
intuition, integrity, honesty,a positive new start or new vision.</p>
<p>A Christmas tree sits lit by candles, next to a window. On the
windowsill sits a still warm cup of cocoa, framed by the view of an
enormous star illuminates the snowy field. Christmas is a card of hope.
A time of renewal, comfort and homely-ness lays ahead. It is now time to
leave the hard times behind. The star shines alone through the window,
filling the landscape with positivity and opportunity. It is</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 16. the star.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: aquarius.</p>
<h2 id="blood"><strong>✳ 48. blood</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: shadow work, getting in touch with your wild nature,
listening deeply to your intuition, secrets, signs and symbols,
non-rational, witchcraft, magic and spell-work, lies and deception,
deceiving yourself, wearing a mask.</p>
<p>A wolf drinks from a pond of blood. Close by, a wild dog turns away
from the pond to face the moon that illuminates all around them. A crab
floats on a leaf, rising from the subconscious. The Blood is telling you
that all is not what it seems. Unsettling as a nightmare can be, this
card allows your inner wildness to be seem. The Blood represents
witchcraft, spell-work and occult arts of any kind. Do not be fooled by
the blood, as nobody in this figure is harmed. The moon shines its
silvery light on the elements within reality that are dishonest and
manipulative. Uncomfortable questions have to be asked and it may by
just someone just mad enough to think of them. Things are strange, it is
okay to feel disorientated. It is not time for answers now but for wild
magical practice.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>When reversed, the Blood shows a moon shining in the front. The inner
confusion is clearing. However, you may find find yourself deprived of a
mask you are not ready to let go of. Manipulation has been exposed,
wether you were the victim of perpetrator. While things will soon be
lighter, now they will first be heavy. Mental health struggles as the
truth comes forward and you initiate a process of complete honesty with
yourself.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 17. the moon.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: pisces.</p>
<h2 id="laughter"><strong>✳ 19. laughter</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: positivity, saying yes, joy, practicing gratitude,
success, things coming together, lifes simple pleasures, allowing
yourself to simply be, connecting to a dynamic life force.</p>
<p>Two children laugh in harmony on a horse, holding each other and a
waving flag. The sun shines on them and sunflowers are growing around
them. Laughter is an undoubtledly positive card. It represents
enthusiasm, growth and victory. Your good choices will pay off, you will
laugh again soon as victory is so close you may taste it already. Joy
will fill your heart and life will once again seem light-hearted and
effortless.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>Laughter is reversed, but do not panic. Victory is just not as close
as you thought it would be. A setback has brought you back into a
quieter place. There is a key element missing before you may achieve
that state of perfect joy. The effort will now need to be given to
finding once again things that make your heart swell up with joy, the
things that make you walk so light you feel you may just fly away.
Follow them and soon Laughter will come back.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 18. the sun.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: leo.</p>
<p>keywords: hope, love and support, coming home to yourself, self-care,
healing, being true to yourself, being guided by your intuition,
integrity, honesty, a positive new start or new vision.</p>
<p>A Christmas tree sits lit by candles, next to a window. On the
windowsill sits a still warm cup of cocoa, framed by the view of an
enormous star illuminates the snowy field. Christmas is a card of hope.
A time of renewal, comfort and homely-ness lays ahead. It is now time to
leave the hard times behind. The star shines alone through the window,
filling the landscape with positivity and opportunity. It is</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 16. the star.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: aquarius.</p>
<h2 id="laughter-1">**✳ 19. laughter*</h2>
<p>.keywords: positivity, saying yes, joy, practicing gratitude,
success, things coming together, lifes simple pleasures, allowing
yourself to simply be, connecting to a dynamic life force.</p>
<p>Two children laugh in harmony on a horse, holding each other and a
waving flag. The sun shines on them and sunflowers are growing around
them. Laughter is an undoubtedly positive card. It represents
enthusiasm, growth and victory. Your good choices will pay off, you will
laugh again soon as victory is so close you may taste it already. Joy
will fill your heart and life will once again seem light-hearted and
effortless.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>Laughter is reversed, but do not panic. Victory is just not as close
as you thought it would be. A setback has brought you back into a
quieter place. There is a key element missing before you may achieve
that state of perfect joy. The effort will now need to be given to
finding once again things that make your heart swell up with joy, the
things that make you walk so light you feel you may just fly away.
Follow them and soon Laughter will come back.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 18. the sun.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: leo.</p>
<h2 id="the-gossiping-woman"><strong>✳ 18. the gossiping
woman</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: liberation, freedom, casting off shackles, laying down of
old baggage, total accountability for self, integrity, honesty,
forgiveness, allowing yourself to move forwards.</p>
<p>A woman with rollers in her hair stands on a balcony, looking down,
where a swarm of butterflies is emerging from the darkness. This is a
lofty card, as, like Lament and the Set Table, it carries the theme of
accountability. In this particular case it talks about being honest and
thorough about yourself. The Gossiping Woman sees all of you and calls
you to do the same. It is holding a mirror to your entire life,
successes and failure. You must face the Gossiping Woman to liberate
yourself and fly towards freedom. To move forward unencumbered it
requires acknowledgement of the present moment and everything that it
carries.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Gossiping Woman now may not see you. This is an indication that
you are refusing to acknowledge the hurt or pain that was caused to you
and the one that you have caused yourself. However, you must own
mistakes and let them be just that. When the Gossiping Woman is
reversed, it is asking you to find forgiveness, for yourself and others.
It will be hard work and possibly take a great amount of time, but the
Gossiping Woman watches and is rooting for you to be able to free
yourself of this burden.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 19. judgement.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: scorpio.</p>
<h2 id="the-good-wine"><strong>✳ 45. the good wine</strong></h2>
<p>.keywords: completion, a sense of wholeness, knowing who you are in
the world, having a sense of place, feeling deeply connected to all
things, reaching your goal, celebration, jubilation.</p>
<p>Three friends are celebrating, drinking Good Wine and dancing on the
world, surrounded by a crown of vines for victory. One holds a flag and
another a wand, bringing your journey to closure. This is the end of the
road, the last card in this deck. The spiritual guide that brought you
Coffee now has brought you here. The completion of the cycle and the
celebration that comes thereafter. You have changed and grown and now
the energy of wholeness shines. Soon it will dissipate as life shifts
into a new beginning but for now, the Good Wine urges you to relish in
your successes. One day you will surrender again to the flow and
remember that you are the same person that started this journey, filled
with infinite possibilities.</p>
<p><em>Reversed</em></p>
<p>The Good Wine may not be drunk yet, completion is not within reach
yet. The end seemed in sight but you tried cutting corners and there is
still work to be done. The result will only bring fulfilment if the
effort has been thorough and earnest. Keep dreaming, keep working and
soon the Good Wine will be yours.</p>
<p><strong></strong> tarot correspondence: 20. the world.</p>
<p><strong></strong> zodiac correspondence: all signs.</p>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="documentation-of-game-and-rituals" class="has-images">
<h1
id="documentation-of-games-and-rituals-kick-off-sessions">Documentation
of Games and Rituals, Kick off sessions</h1>
<h2
id="we-are-looking-at-rituals-and-their-overlap-with-video-games-as-a-way-to-explore-forbidden-or-otherwise-lost-knowledge-erased-by-oppressive-systems.">We
are looking at rituals and their overlap with video games as a way to
explore “forbidden” or otherwise lost knowledge erased by oppressive
systems.</h2>
<p>On Rituals and Traditions What is a ritual? And tradition? What makes
a ritual “ritual” and how does it differ from the traditions? Or are the
two the same thing? What do rituals and traditions mean through the lens
of culture, location and time? These and other questions we asked
ourselves and one another during the first few collaborative sessions of
this Special Issue. For hours, we kept talking and reading about the
commonalities and differences between the two. Theres a lot to explore!
We went down memory lane and shared a lot of memories, childhood
recollections, and personal stories. Perhaps, dear reader, you have your
thoughts on this too?</p>
<p>But lets enter a parallel universe!</p>
<p>On Game and Play What is a game? And play? What makes a game “game”
and how does it differ from the play? Or are the two the same thing?
What makes a game? It is the rules, the limitations, or perhaps the wins
and losses. Do you really need to win in order to play? Or were you
being played? To try to answer some of these questions we read and
annotate collectively the chapter “Defining Games” of the book Rules of
Play - Game Design Fundamentals by Katie Salen and Eric Zimmerman. What
we discovered was that games and rituals alike are the gateways to
alternative ways of relating to Nature, each other and (re)production of
life.</p>
<p>We played together by writing fanfiction and spells, developing
rituals, and analysing and creating games together. What emerged as a
tangible result from all these discussions is this experimental
publication you are holding in your hands right now. We named it
Console.</p>
<p>Transition to the weekly rituals: Another thing that came out of our
first two sessions was the ONE SENTENCE RITUAL. Each week for 6 weeks in
a row, we wrote down a ritual of our own and took turns in performing
the ritual from the list. Coffee fortune-telling, Hard drive
purifications, Collective eating, Sound meditations, and Talking to
Worry dolls, made us reflect on the content of the week and on our lives
also.</p>
<p><img src="Candlestarotjoysticks.png" alt="Candles Tarot Joysticks" />
<img src="Cookies-Questions-Tea.jpeg"
alt="Cookies Questions Tea.jpeg" /> <img src="Game-ritual-graph-2.jpeg"
alt="Graph" /> <img src="map.jpeg" alt="Map" /></p>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="wheel-of-fortune" class="has-images">
<h1 id="the-wheel-of-fortune">The Wheel of Fortune</h1>
<h2 id="a-tool-for-self-inquiry">a tool for self-inquiry</h2>
<p>The Wheel of Fortune (not to be mistaken with the tarot card) is a
tool for self-inquiry that you, dear reader, can engage in a daily,
weekly or any frequency that suits you best. Beware, the game can be
played individually or in small groups.</p>
<p>The main components of the game are a virtual spinning wheel,
accessible via this link here https://issue.xpub.nl/20/wheel, a deck of
20 photo slides, a notebook, and a pen(cil) to store the potential
insights you might find for yourself.</p>
<p>To start the exercise, you need to visit the website on their devices
and spin the virtual wheel. The Wheel of Fortune spins for quite some
time, and then it gives you a random question. Take these questions as
an invitation to an explorative conversation with yourself. The list of
404 questions is carefully collected, modified (where needed) and
presented to you through a random web generator. Psychotherapists,
philosophers, writers, and students from XPUB 2023 are among the authors
of this long list of sentences ending with “?”.</p>
<p>Another collection that can help you delve deeper into your inner
world is a deck of photo slides. Hopefully, these captured memories of
other people, paired with a random question on the screen, would evoke
new emotions or prompt you to imagine possible futures.</p>
<p>The use of collective resources in this piece highlights the power of
collaboration in creating works that encourage people to engage in
self-reflection and introspection, making it a valuable addition to any
art publication that explores the human experience.</p>
<p>The use of collective resources in this piece highlights the power of
collaboration in creating works that encourage people to engage in
self-reflection and introspection. As such, it may contribute to any art
publication exploring the human experience.</p>
<p>Courtesy to: Casey Horner (https://unsplash.com/<span
class="citation"
data-cites="mischievous_penguins">@mischievous_penguins</span>)</p>
<p>Reference list: “The Myth of Normal. Trauma, Illness, &amp; Healing
in a Toxic Culture, by Dr Gabor Maté Nadia Piet and Sandra Reeb-Gruber,
https://nadiapiet.com/know-thyself/ The School of Life WNRS, Were Not
Really Strangers</p>
<p>Excerpt from the 404 Questionnaire: What do you want? Why do you do
what you do each day? What do you think youre here for? What are you
doing with this day, today? What are you searching for? What are you
looking at? Have you learned something new today? This week? What
filters would you apply to your mood right now if it was an analogue
film frame? Is this what you really want to do or it is your way of
delaying your realisation? What would your day look like if you were a
pirate? If you could be any animal for a day, which one would you choose
and why? If you could be any animal for a day, how would you experience
the world differently? Do you speak horse language? (wild question) If
you were Kim, who would that person be? (wild question) What does your
body need today? What does your mind need today? What does your soul
need today? If your life was a treasure hunt, what would you be
searching for? What is your personality? What would a person that loves
you tell you if know youre suffering? If you were in search of a new
identity, what clues would you need to find it? If you could see the
world through the eyes of any animal, which one would you choose and
why? If you were a pirate, what kind of treasure would you be searching
for? If you were a pirate, what obstacles would you face on your
journey? If you owned a boat, to which destination you would go first
and why? Think of your favourite food. How does it make you feel when
looking at it? And when eating it? What is one “yes” that youve been
ignoring lately? What advice would you give to someone else who is
experiencing loss? What emotions have you been experiencing lately? How
has my relationship with others changed in the last 5 years? How have my
thoughts and beliefs about life and death changed in the last 5 years?
What positive memories can you hold on to about a person youve lost?
What activities or hobbies bring me comfort in times of grief? How can
you take care of yourself during difficult times? What were the 6 things
you wanted to be when you were a kid? What is time? How can you describe
it? What is beauty? How can you describe it? What is happiness? How can
you describe it? What is love? How can you describe it? What is faith?
How can you describe it? What is hope? How can you describe it? What is
fear? How can you describe it? What is play? How can you describe it?
What is a ritual? How can you describe it? What is a game? How can you
describe it? How does your body feel when you are in pain? How does your
body feel when you are in love? How does your body feel when you are
anxious? Do you talk negatively to yourself? Are you mean to yourself?
If yes, why? If not, also why? Think of all your past partners. What are
some qualities and traits they had in common? Is sex usually the best
aspect of a relationship or the worst for you? What do your friends say
about your partners? Did you ever have any kind of unwanted touch from a
friend, a partner or a family member? Did you ever have any kind of
unwanted touch from a stranger? What does sex mean for you? How does sex
make you feel? What words, metaphors or images do you associate with
sex? What is your attitude towards your body? Do you have any tendencies
for self-sabotage, procrastination or self-doubt? Have you tried to get
advice, help or guidance from professionals? Do you sometimes feel like
a victim? How much sex is normal for you? Were your first sexual
experiences positive or negative? How did you learn about sexuality?
What are your values around sexuality? What losses have you experienced
in your life, and how have you coped with them in the past? What
self-care practices can you incorporate into your daily routine to help
you cope with grief? What self-care practices can you incorporate into
your daily routine to help you cope with anxiety? What new perspectives
have you gained about life as a result of loss in the past? What
triggers your feelings of grief, and how can you manage them when they
arise? How has your sense of identity been affected by a loss? How can
you stay connected to someone you lost even though they are no longer
physically present? What role does forgiveness play in your healing
process after experiencing loss? What can you do to take care of your
physical health during times of grieving? How can you create a support
network that will help you through difficult times? What have your
friends taught you about friendship? What have your friends taught you
about life? What have your friends taught you about love? What have your
parents taught you about friendship? What ideas have changed your life?
What subconscious behaviours are keeping you from the life you want? In
which direction has your life expanded in the last five years? Are you
afraid of being who you truly are? Have you adapted to a certain way of
thinking? Do you suppress your feelings? Have your thoughts been chosen
for you? Who do you trust? Why? Have you forced yourself to forget
something painful? What is art for?</p>
<figure>
<img src="wheel-wip.png" alt="Wheel website, work in progress" />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">Wheel website, work in
progress</figcaption>
</figure>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><p>i deleted it woops. i want to write a paragraph about my mindfulness
game here.</p>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="papa-louie" class="has-images">
<h1 id="papa-louies-ghosteria">Papa Louies Ghosteria</h1>
<h2
id="papa-louies-ghosteria-is-a-comic-like-fan-fiction-written-by-ada-irmak-and-boyana.">Papa
Louies Ghosteria is a comic-like fan fiction written by Ada, Irmak and
Boyana.</h2>
<p>Following the discussions we had about the texts Notes on
Deconstructing The Popular by Stuart Hall and Game Modding: Cross-Over
Mutation and Unwelcome Gifts from The Players Power to Change the Game
by Anne-Marie Schleiner, we split into groups and started dissecting the
ideology behind games some of us have played as children. To do that, we
utilised several prompts to help us examine the ideology that two
popular video games enforce through their narrative and gameplay. The
list of questions we needed to answer while playing the game includes:
What are the win conditions? If the game is quest based, what types of
quests are you asked to complete? What is the gameplay? What is the
narrative? How much space is there for alternative ways of playing this
game? What is missing? What type of relationships are you allowed to
form? What is the role of non-player characters? What are the
requirements for surviving the game? Which behaviours are rewarded? What
real-world values are reproduced in the game you are playing? How are
you situated in the hierarchy of the game? What change in status is
promised? What are you being trained for? What fantasies are lived out
or explored?</p>
<p>Our team, Irmak, Ada and Boyana, worked on the famous Papa Louie:
When Pizzas Attack. Soon after we started investigating the game, its
elements and modifications, we discovered that other people already have
done numerous fan fiction about it. We were bewitched by this the
multitude of stories fans have written and the really good memes they
have created about Papa and his businesses. Yes, plural. Freezeria.
Sushiria. Donuteria. Burgeria. PanCakeria. CupCakeria. Taco Mia. You
name it.</p>
<p>After spending some time analysing the ideology behind the game, we
discovered a few elements that reinforce the capitalist narrative, such
as the need to fight to survive and collect coins to purchase weapons.
In response, we decided to create a new version of the game with a
storyline that focuses on healing and coping with grief and loss, rather
than violence. Also, to link the new storyline to SI20s topic we felt
like adding somehow ritualistic elements as actions during the
gameplay.</p>
<p>What we decided to change was the topic, purpose and outcome of the
game. Papa no longer fights to save his customers, but he deals with his
own loss and grief over what happened. Our version is promoting rest and
rituals for healing instead of revenge-seeking, violence and toxic
pizzeria culture.</p>
<p>We started by putting some keywords and suggestions on a blackboard
about “How To Cope With Grief” and “How to Use Rituals and Ceremonies to
Overcome Grief” to define what Papa Louie lost and what rituals could
help him heal.</p>
<p>We also liked the idea of making a comic-like storyboard that
visualises the new narrative for Papa Louies Ghosteria. To create a few
scenes depicting some of the 5 levels we outlined earlier, we used an
app called Papa Louie Pals. The images turned out pretty nice! Playing
around with the app was fun mainly because it allowed us to materialise
our idea in just a couple of hours.</p>
<p>The gameplay revolves around things Papa lost and the needs he needs
to fulfil. Different types of losses are organised into five levels of
the game: 1. loss of safety (innocence, physical safety) 2. loss of
community (clients, belonging) 3. loss of future (hope, dreams) 4. loss
of identity (dignity, making things himself) 5. loss of labour (money,
time, effort, pizza)</p>
<p>To cope with grief, Papa Louie performs various rituals to unlock a
new stage in his grieving process and heal from that loss. Rituals are
the actions players need to execute at each level.</p>
<p>And so our story goes like this: The Onion ring mafia kidnapped Papà
Louies clients, and he lost his Pizzeria. However, along with this
external change, he lost his identity as a pizza owner/maker. He is full
of grief and seeks ways to cope with grief and ease himself. He tries
different rituals throughout this process, builds his new identity and
overcomes his troubles.</p>
<figure>
<img src="papa-louie-story.jpg" alt="The Storyboard" />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">The Storyboard</figcaption>
</figure>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="publishing-notes">
<p>Self-published by Experimental Publishing, Willem de Kooning
Academie, Wijnhaven 61, Rotterdam</p>
<h3 id="licencing-information">Licencing Information</h3>
<p>Copyright © 2023 TBC</p>
<p>XPUB is the Master of Arts in Fine Art and Design: Experimental
Publishing of the Piet Zwart Institute. XPUB focuses on the acts of
making things public and creating publics in the age of post-digital
networks. Find out more at xpub.nl</p>
</div>
<div id="title-page">
<p>#CONSOLE</p>
<p>####xpub special issue xx</p>
<p>Console is an oracle; an emotional first aid kit that helps you help
yourself. Console invites you to open the box and discover ways of
healing; Console provides shelter for your dreams, memories and worries.
Face the past and encounter your fortune. Console gives you a new
vantage point; a set of rituals and practices that help you cope and
care; Console asks everyday questions that give magical answers. Are you
ready to play?</p>
</div>
<div id="acknowledgements">
<p>##&lt;3 this publication made possible thanks to</p>
<p>Lídia Pereira Artemis Gryllaki Manetta Berends Joseph Knierzinger
Steve Rushton Leslie Robbins Michael Murtaugh Sébastien Tien and Page
Not Found Anna Szaflarski Shana Moulton Bérénice Serra The Sun is its
father The moon its mother The wind hath carried it in its belly The
earth is its nurse</p>
</div>
<div id="toc">
<p>#Table of contents</p>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section">
</section>
<section class="section">
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="wheel-of-fortune" class="has-images">
<h1 id="the-wheel-of-fortune---manual">The Wheel of Fortune -
Manual</h1>
<h2 id="manual">Manual</h2>
<p>Console: “Welcome, my dear! This exercise is all about healing, about
reconnecting with what is essential and authentic within yourself. By
understanding the true nature of our suffering, we can evoke compassion
for ourselves as we move through uncomfortable feelings on the path to
healing and peace.</p>
<p>Prerequisites: Before you begin, there are a few things you will
need. Firstly, you must have a strong intention to commit to this
exercise for some time. Secondly, find a quiet room free of
distractions, and finally, get a notebook and pen. Handwriting will
engage your mind more actively and profoundly, help you connect with
yourself, and enable the tracing of your progress over time.</p>
<p>I will be guiding you through a series of carefully selected
questions written by different authors, some are well-known, and others
will remain unknown. To begin the exercise, spin the Wheel of Fortune
located at https://issue.xpub.nl/20/wheel. After a few seconds, a
question will appear on the screen. Then, take a photo slide from the
deck and try to think of an answer to that question by looking at it and
the tiny film simultaneously.</p>
<p>These photo slides are there to help you dive deeper into your inner
world. Use them to explore moments in your life that you may not have
fully processed or understood. As you reflect on these images and answer
the questions, you may gain new insights and perspectives about yourself
and your life.</p>
<p>Enjoy the journey! Console”</p>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><p>Some Gossip on gossip</p>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="tetris" class="has-images">
<h1 id="tetris-fantasies">Tetris Fantasies</h1>
<h3 id="death-geometry-and-the-structure-of-the-individual">Death,
Geometry and the Structure of the Individual</h3>
<p>Tetris is a game where a single player is encouraged to organise the
chaos given to them from above, a limited space for play of ten by
twenty units leads to a limited ability to approach the perfection
implied by the simple shapes that are encountered in the world (always a
collection of four squares, in their seven permutations). The harnesses
of time and gravity make perfection impossible in this world; instead
the player can only attempt, approach, increase their efficiency. A
lifes function approaching the limit, there is no way to win, only to
get higher and higher scores, to live as long as possible through
increased throughput. Death is inevitable in Tetris, and each passing
block seems to come faster than the last. Why does it feel like
everything just keeps getting harder?</p>
<p>There are many squares to be organised in tetris, an infinite number
apparently, but there is only one player organising them. Other people
can only be seen by this individual in faint ghosts; their high scores
that are there only to be beaten. And the current player can only hope
to reach those people through leaving their own mark on the high score
table. Employee-of-the-month, worlds-best-mom. But maybe there is an
alternative, a world where there is more to each falling tetromino than
simply an obstacle to be overcome, a problem to be solved. Maybe there
is a story behind the fatal pixels, a bigger space than the 10 x 20 grid
on the screen. Maybe there are humans out there with more to them than
what they produce.</p>
<p>This fanfic takes the form of a series of hand-drawn illustrations
depicting fantastical tetris pieces, each of which is accompanied by a
fragment of a story. The cards can be read and arranged in any order,
intentionally removing the linear and framed limits of the original
tetris, although the illustration and text on any one card have a
relationship to eachother of some sort.</p>
<p><img src="tetris-documentation-1.jpg"
alt="hand drawn tetris fanfic" /> <img src="tetris-documentation-2.jpg"
alt="printed fanfic: imagined four-sided realities" />
<!-- ![printed fanfic: imagined four-sided realities](tetris-documentation-3.jpg) -->
<img src="tetris-documentation-4.png"
alt="imagining a tetris without labour" /></p>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><section id="fruitual" class="has-images">
<h1>Fruitual</h1>
<h2 id="text-adventre-game">text adventre game</h2>
<p>Creating a text adventure game is no easy feat, I would say. It takes
a lot of time, creativity, and trial and error. But the key to a great
game is putting yourself in the players shoes and making sure there are
plenty of fun twists and turns along the way.</p>
<p>For my game, I decided to keep it simple and tell a linear story. I
used a web engine called Twine (twinery.org, an open-source tool for
telling interactive, nonlinear stories) to help generate the games
storyline and adapted the script from a Bulgarian fairytale (“The Most
Precious Fruit”). But things didnt always go smoothly. When the python
script started generating the wrong messages for players who strayed
from the script, I tried to find solutions on StackOverflow, but it was
all too complicated for me.</p>
<p>In the end, the game took me around 6-7 hours to make, including
writing, coding, mapping, editing, and lots of trial-and-error. It was a
great learning experience, but it also taught me that game development
can be tough if you dont have much coding experience. I had to approach
it more from a writers perspective and figure out the coding later.</p>
<p>I learned that game development is an iterative process, and
sometimes your initial ideas might be more complex than what you end up
with. Its all part of the journey. Before starting this project, I had
no idea text adventure games even existed, but now Im happy to say Ive
made one in just a few weeks. Lastly, I would like to express my
appreciation for the guidance and support provided by our prototyping
tutors in the development of these projects.</p>
<p>(“The Most Precious Fruit”,
https://fairytalez.com/the-most-precious-fruit/)</p>
<figure>
<img src="twine-map.png" alt="Twine" />
<figcaption aria-hidden="true">Twine</figcaption>
</figure>
</section>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="holo-deck" class="has-images">
<h1 id="holographic-oracle-deck">Holographic Oracle Deck</h1>
<h2
id="crystals-energy-is-a-holographic-oracle-deck-exploring-a-range-of-energy-sources-through-the-magical-mystical-nature-of-crystals-as-energy-storing-matter">Crystals
&amp; Energy is a holographic oracle deck exploring a range of energy
sources through the magical (mystical) nature of crystals as
energy-storing matter</h2>
<p>Crystals &amp; Energy is a holographic oracle deck exploring a
range of energy sources through the magical (mystical) nature of
crystals and minerals as energy-storing matter.</p>
<p>Lidia and Artemis, Special Issue 20 guest editors, asked us to modify
an oracle deck of our choice. We, Cara and Boyana, prototyped a
holographic oracle deck where a type of crystal is coupled with a type
of energy resource in a single card in an attempt to talk about the
global energy crisis we are facing today. It (the deck) provides an
educational experience through the use of a DIY prism and complimentary
audiovisual materials, together serving as an immersive learning
environment.</p>
<p>After a quick research, we decided to couple Aquamarine and Liquified
Natural Gas (LNG) which we thought would fit nicely as a first example
of such a card.</p>
<p>Why Aquamarine? It looks like water that has been crystallised;
stored energy; compression; solidified; being put under pressure or
exposed to a specific temperature so that it changes its state (from
liquid to solid). Why LNG? It is natural gas that has been liquified;
compressed; liquified; being put under pressure or exposed to a specific
temperature so it changes its state (from gas to liquid); stores energy
that can be channelled later.</p>
<p>Then, we wrote a short poem weaving the two elements into the
everyday narrative. Later this poem served as a script to create a voice
narration (one-minute-long audio piece) that went into the video
creation process. Although the final text is a slight deviation from our
initial idea, we felt inspired by the conversation we had with Steve
earlier that day. He talked about his childhood memories of collecting
rocks in notebooks, perhaps similar to what geologists do when they
document their discoveries. He also mentioned a few things about caverns
and a mine (later turned into a museum) located near the city where he
used to live.</p>
<p>To visualise the card, we used a hologram video maker app. The
process was easy and fun. All we had to do was simply find a hi-res
image of the Aquamarine crystal on a black surface and upload it into
the app. Lastly, we made a model of a pyramid prism so that we can
demonstrate the prototype fully. To get the full holographic effect, we
had to put it on top of a phone screen and play the video, which we
uploaded on YouTube and embedded the link onto a website.</p>
<p>We saw in this prototype a potential to provide new knowledge, create
an engaging and fun learning experience around energy sources, and add a
sense of magic to everyday life. By combining these different elements,
we were hoping to create an unusual experience that can help people
better understand and appreciate the importance of energy sources and
sustainability. It will be interesting to see how our prototype evolves
and what kind of impact it could have on peoples perceptions of these
topics.</p>
<p><img src="Aquamarine-Poem.jpg" alt="Aquamarine Poem" /> <img
src="Diamond-holo.jpg" alt="Diamond" /> <img src="Earth-holo.jpg"
alt="Earth" /> <img src="Jellyfish-holo.jpg" alt="Jellyfish" /> <img
src="LNG-and-Aquamarine.jpg" alt="LNG and Aquamarine" /> <img
src="UFO-holo.jpg" alt="UFO" /></p>
</div>
</section>
<section class="section"><div id="fortnite" class="has-images">
<h1
id="sometimes-the-world-as-it-is-and-the-world-as-it-could-be-are-devastatingly-close-to-each-other.">Sometimes
the world as it is and the world as it could be are devastatingly close
to each other.</h1>
<p>Is there any point in imagining something that is so similar to the
nightmare we already live in? The future is a dream but its just that
dream where you remember putting your keys somewhere, but where? Youre
wandering around looking for them for what feels like hours. Whether it
was real or not isnt important, you were still there. Why do we stay
here? Whats even here for us? If you dont get them first, theyll get
you. Then you wake up and you still cant find the fucking keys. But
sometimes its sunny and youre standing there and theres something
cinematic about the whole thing, is it worth it just to be there for
that maybe. Theres really no difference between a dream about falling
and a dream about flying.</p>
</div>
<div class="hide-on-web">
<p>You search the entire planet, all seven planets, drinking every last
drop, and still no fucking keys. Youre just watching the whole thing
anyway so enjoy it, I guess. If you get the rifle you can use the scope
on it to see things in the distance, but then again, maybe you dont
need to see that far. The start is always the best part. Maybe I left
them in the bathroom? Can I help them, even one of them? They are all so
busy killing each other I dont think they can hear. The forests are
beautiful here. One time I sat down with some of the bots and really got
to know them. Until the players arrive they just sit there together,
chatting. Theyre really nice actually. And then a player ran up beside
us, saw that we werent trying to hurt them, and left. Maybe they were
helped, or changed somehow.</p>
<p>The only reason Im still here is because youre still here.</p>
<p>🚶</p>
<p><img src="fortnite-10.jpg" alt="screenshot from Fortnite" /> <img
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<h1 id="long-time">Long Time</h1>
<h2 id="six-sigma-fortune-telling">Six Sigma Fortune Telling</h2>
<p>While the future cannot be predicted with certainty, present
understanding in various scientific fields allows for the prediction of
some far-future events, if only in the broadest outline. These fields
include astrophysics, particle physics, evolutionary biology, plate
tectonics and sociology. The far future begins after the current
millennium comes to an end, starting with the 4th millennium in 3001 CE,
and continues until the furthest reaches of future time. This timeline
includes alternative future events that address unresolved scientific
questions, and is in fact not six sigma accurate at all.</p>
<p>This timeline (based on Wikipedias <a
href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timeline_of_the_far_future">Timeline
of the Far Future</a>) claims to make accurate predictions far into the
future at timescales that are difficult to comprehend; beyond our
lifetimes, beyond the death of the earth, beyond the death of atoms. The
scientific method claims to have an intense relationship to the material
world which is “orders of magnitude” more accurate than other ways of
interacting with and understanding where we are. The scientist often
pits themself as “against” the fortune-teller, the tarot reader, or the
mystic, and yet they make even bigger claims about our collective
future. Is there any way to disprove the scientists method in their own
mind?</p>
<p>This web-based game attempts to highlight the uselessness of this
approach. Sometimes a human can have no effect on the extreme truth that
science offers, or to put it more usefully, sometimes science has
nothing to offer humans. This timeline uses scientific and objective
distance to avoid the most inevitable and obvious event in the future:
your own death. Death is non-relational: no one can die in ones place,
and we cannot understand our own death through the death of others
(Heidegger, Being and Time, 1962). Just like the scientist, the
philosopher doesnt have much to offer solace here. So where do we go to
talk about death?</p>
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