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The history of Tarot Cards According to History

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Some Gossip on gossip

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yay

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\nSometimes\nthe world as it is and the world as it could be are devastatingly close\nto each other.\n

Is there any point in imagining something that is so similar to the\nnightmare we already live in? The future is a dream but it’s just that\ndream where you remember putting your keys somewhere but where, and\nyou’re wandering around looking for them for what feels like hours. Was\nit real or not isnt important you were still there. Why are we staying\nhere, what’s even here for us? If you don’t get them, they’ll get you\nfirst. Then you wake up and you still can’t find the fucking keys. But\nsometimes it’s sunny and you’re standing there and there’s something\ncinematic about the whole thing, is it worth it just to be there for\nthat maybe. There’s really no difference between a dream about falling\nand a dream about flying. You search the entire planet, all seven\nplanets, drinking every last drop, and still no fucking keys. You’re\njust watching the whole thing anyway so enjoy it I guess. If you get the\nrifle you can use the scope on it to see things in the distance, but\nthen again maybe you don’t need to see that far. The start is always the\nbest part. Maybe I left them in the bathroom for some reason? Can I help\nthem, even one of them? They are all so busy killing each other I don’t\nthink they can hear. The forests are beautiful here. One time I sat down\nwith some of the bots and really got to know them. Until the players\narrive they just sit there together, chatting. They’re really nice\nactually. And then a player ran up beside us, saw that we weren’t trying\nto hurt them, and left. Maybe they were helped, or changed somehow.

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The only reason I’m still here is because you’re still here. 😋

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screenshot from Fortnite

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i deleted it woops. i want to write a paragraph about my mindfulness\ngame here.

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rituals_archive will go here

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the superstructure text\nadventure game

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